For My Lovely Friend Mr Edward. (I forgot his last name)

This is a poem I read today. It is dedicated to Edward as he has nothing better to do since his xbox broke than to read my incredibly tedious blogs. I thought it was interesting =)

 

Schizophrenia

In the flow of my heart a flower

has grown

The flower of Schizophrenia

It is a sweet flower, poisonous -

but beautiful

 

Lush and its aroma fills my life

with bliss and joy

Laughter and happiness

But I am afraid all the time

Lets say from time to time

It has made me weak

 

Its thorns rip my body

And emotionally I feel torn

And broken - blood pours

endlessly

From my wounds

I just don't know what to do

about it.

 

Living with an incurable disease

is difficult

And the terrible thing is, its like

a cancer

You just don't notice it, until it's too late

It is so strong you believe only it

 

As if a sorcerer of such skill and

diligence

has you under his spell

I want you to understand how

difficult this is

 

The mind is in control - it is sick

It attempts to discipline itself

But he who cracks the whip may

be mad as well

 

Suddenly lost in the Bliss of

colour, the fragrance

And the words of poetry that

spring forth from this fragrant

yellow rose

You grasp at straws, and one

holds, this becomes your anchor

Then you wake to find yourself in another world

You are 'Bond'! You are on a

mission and the script takes over

You are lost : deluded

 

And you fight it, but only if you

know it's there,

It is war! How can I be so dumb :

yet I am

 

Naive and full of love, the flower

Caresses and aroused with love I see nothing else

For life is Black, and she this flower

is full of love

It has made a beggar out of a

master and a man

A beggar in bliss

But one who is afraid and lost

And needs help and finds none

 

The world is bereft of help

I call and no one answers

anywhere

No one understands : it hurts and

I do not know

What to do : One false move and

I am dead...

Voices speak and bye bye

Daddy, son

Brother friend

Spiral we love you

And it's as if no one does

 

Help!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

xxx

Just clearing a few things up..

Isnt it patently obvious what my own views on religion are by the completely biased slant i gave to the whole issue of 'why do people refuse to believe things they dont understand?'...

Gee Wizz. Perhaps i should be more obvious in future, but using 'I' and 'You' just creates segregation in peoples minds, immediatly turning the whole affair into the sort of horrendous team game they force you to play in games lessons, when if you so much as smile at the opposition you're branded a traitor to the cause. But yes, i dislike the I and You approach, it assumes too many things. That all of 'you' share the same opinions perhaps as well as the same name. 'We' is far more all inclusive. Whether you agree or disagree 'we' makes you feel connected to the writing, in a way that 'I' and 'you' can never hope to achieve. 'We' doesnt mean that the author necessarily agrees with everything the 'we' is doing, infact calling 'we' bigotted would seem to indicate the exact opposite. I like 'we'.

Yes. Now thats sorted =P I'm sorry... i just.. ahh!

I 'just ahh!' a lot nowadays =)

Today. Has been extremely fun. Went to the dentist, and got a lovely jab at the doctors. Feel like a very cold, depressed and bored muttface. Its quite pleasant really =) And now i shall write thankyou letters..
YAY!


xx

Oh.. and before i forget.

Song quote. I just know how much you all love them.
'ok it's alright with me some people are scared to see what's happening frequently,
but I would never shy from a fight'
- eric hutchinson. I have quite possibly listened to that song about 20 times today. Its rather sad.
But good to pretend ukulele play to (my actual playing is so hideous i cant bear to listen to it =P) (Big thanks to Billy for the rather spectacular ukulele. So cute =) )
Anddd.. its sort of appropriate to the previous post. I was going to shove it in there.. but i thought it might spoil the mood =P According to jimmy 'i never knew there was such a dark side of you :-O it's the most interesting read i've had in a while!'
I think im a bit like shrek, and onions. I have layers of deepness. The trouble is, on the outside i'm vaguely nice, but once you get to the really deep middle sections, i'm likely to either make myself or you cry =P
Nice analogy. Almost as good as one of good old Munnseys. He's a real man he is =P

what a fool
me not you.


layers like an onion not a cake by the way =)
because in the middle of a cake is gooeyness =P
xx

'why do people refuse to believe things that they dont understand?'

Ok. this is my blog question challenge from my good friend Clairey fairy.. I shall be setting hers soon.. and it shall be most challenging.. have a look at http://the4points.wordpress.com/ if you want to see her response to mine..

So..
'Why do people refuse to believe things that they don't understand?'
I think, mostly, its because people are scared. We have an inbuilt reflex to be wary of things we don't understand, probably from the cavemen days where being anywhere but the shelter of your cave meant impending death. Ok... i'm not very clued up on the whole caveman lifestyle, but bear with me =) As humans we try not to think about things that upset us. For example, my favourite night time topic of thought, death. Its neither pleasant nor avoidable. But, as much as i'd like to not believe it i cannot fail to acknowledge that death is a fact of life, and without death.. well no one would have any motivation to do anything. Death is in fact in my opinion the fuel behind life as we know it. But think about it. How many people wish they were young again? Quite a few. Perhaps this is due to the childish innocence many of us were fortunate enough to experience, when we thought Father Christmas and the Toothfairy existed, and more importantly had no knowledge of the nasties of life, as well as death. Back then we could play with crayons for hours without thinking 'a child labourer in china made these'. Not that we do now, but you understand what i'm trying to say. In our childhood we didn't know about such things as death, hence we couldn't have believed them. And this made us happy, at least until we were faced with harsher realities, that we have no choice but to believe. So then, are we to believe that not believing something makes us happier? Perhaps, perhaps not.

Thinking about things we don't understand just tends to send us into panic mode, and we don't like to believe that things we don't understand exist for that very reason. However, that sort of mentality does neither us nor the world as a whole any good. For example, many people don't understand climate change, in fact perhaps no one does. Many people don't believe in it too. They continue to live the lifestyle they want to, with no thought about the consequences. Its not hard to see the consequences.. we just choose to ignore them because that way we can continue to do as we wish, therefore we attempt to force ourselves to disbelieve the facts in front of us, so that we can fit in with our friends and their hoards of SUV's with what we'd like to believe is a clear conscience.

Ok, that was slightly confused. But take another example, religion. There are some people who are able to overcome the natural doubt response and put their faith in something they don't understand, but can see the reactions caused by their respective heavenly beings. Some things are just unexplainable by anything other than by religion, yet because we don't understand how something like God could possibly exist, we choose to shut ourselves off to these possibilities, and instead class these things as silly coincidences, branding the people who have the insight to believe nothing but 'brainwashed freaks'. But, is not believing better than having faith and believing.. Well, believing in something like religion rids you of other fears: death, hatred, and the fear of taking a stand for something you have faith in. And what can not believing offer you? Well, perhaps you get the satisfaction of calling someone else 'narrow minded' or 'gullible', or whatever other abuse you'd like to throw at someone who's done nothing to you, but for that you pay with fear. Fear of death, hatred, standing apart from others, believing in someone or something you don't understand or have no proof of.. Taking a bigoted view of religion may save you the problem of going against others views, being your own person, but of what gain will it be in the future? Many people convert to religion in old age.. and why is this? Perhaps because, in the face of death, believing in something scary that says you're going to a better place, is easier and less scary than the previously easier to swallow belief that once you die you go nowhere. Or perhaps, when people look back at life, after years of experience, its hard to not believe that something as miraculous as life was created by a force as miraculous as God. Initially the believing may be scary, like taking your first steps, having your first kiss, or asking someone to marry you, but after the initial fears, there's really nothing that can hold you back.

Therefore, when asked to believe something that we don't have conducive proof of, perhaps before opting for the easy way out, we should take a stand, open up the mental boxes we form as false measures of security, and free ourselves.

Not all i have to say. But all i have time for now.

xx

Bonne Apres-Midi =P

Wassup ma homies!
Hows it hanging?
I didnt get very much sleep last night. Infact i cant remember sleeping at all. I just remember looking at the pattern of Megan's Sitting Room curtains for a very long time.. They were actually rather nice =P I think the tiredness is making me slightly.. weirded. I dont mean normal for norfolk weirded, i mean even worse than that =P
I have a rather fetching new outfit courtesy of my grandmother. It makes me look fatter than ever though. And my breathing is somewhat restricted by the skirt =P But.. on the plus side it does have special inbuild short things.. very useful seeing as it barely covers my pants XD So yes.. i feel most smart. I have a feeling this feeling wont last very long, as Megan has promised to put up some very interesting pictures from last night.. if you want to remain innocent, i shouldnt seek to look at them =)
High School Musical 3 actually wasnt that bad! I mean.. there were some absolutely classic moments (including the bit where all the basketballs were flying around, and i got so excited that one of them was going to kill Troy that i managed to whack Jimmeh in the face =P) (oh and the bit in the treehouse when Troy suddenly jumps up and into song.. i was in fits XD).. but all in all i would say it was a most enjoyable spectacle suitable for all the family. (sounds like one of the critics review quotes megan kept requoting.. the sad mutt =P) Best bit had to be after the film though, when we decided to try to convince everyone something bad had happened.. Including exciting the film, and going past the queue of people waiting to go in saying such things as 'I cant believe Gabriella got pregnant!' or 'I was so shocked when Troy was killed by that rogue basketball'. Matts best was 'They really shouldnt allow bear traps into schools' =P. I dont think too many people were convinced though despite our best efforts.. we were laughing too much XD
Yup.. Oh.. i didnt tell you about my birthday!
I was lucky enough to recieve many lovely presents, ate a very yummy cake, and was free of insults for a whole day. Well, almost! I have a feeling without insults life would be a whole lot less funny.. just glad i have more unbirthdays than birthdays =P ooh. and i went to a rather classic maths lecture on Lewis Carrolls maths.. given by a man in multicoloured scarfs. Invented vair amusing mouth and cheek hitting game with Jack, Qwynn and Jimmeh on the way home.. Jacks going to be a star! Highlight of the week has got to be getting full marks on our suprise maths test though on my birthday. I think i might ask them to rescedule all of my exams to then! Jimmy is not amused =P I am XD
Um..
theres probably more but my thumb aches, and the joys of thankyou letters call!

Toodle Pip! (it was rather lovely too see pip again =) )

xxx

Righty Ho.

Today me and hannah spent a rather interesting bus journey home contemplating the reason for my lack of prospects, dream and ideas about the future.
Well, all i know is that i want to take a gap year.
But after that i have no idea whatsoever. Neither does hannah. And for supposedly two rather large brained silly buggers, we are really not very well prepared for the big scary thing some big scary adult people like to call life. I think that if you want to enter a subject, or choose a field, you need to believe you have new ideas, new theories to bring to a subject. I dont want a job where all i do is apply the things i've been taught, because to me theres absolutely no point in doing something a machine can do. The trouble is, im not sure i'm capable of such out of the box thinking. I want to do something new, not follow everyone elses silly rules, but i really dont think i have the potential. And that scares me, more than the dark, more than my brother when he's drunk coke, more than anything really! I dont understand what i'm saying really, but i hope you get the idea.
So yes. In the end i just decided i'm going to be a bum for the rest of my life, and Hannah decided i need counseling. Its a fact i've known for a long time. But what use is a councillor going to be? I think if i cant understand myself i doubt anyone else can! To be honest i think its a character flaw, not something thats ever going to change. Eventually i'll probably drive myself mad.
But until then i plan to enjoy life =P
Including.. the amazing maths test i had today!
Like mrs booth said, i stayed calm.. unfortunatly to do this i checked everything about 4 times. Unfortunately this left me with about 3 questions left when the bell went. Edwards said he'll eat his hat if i get less than a B. Roll on results! (though i think as he doesnt have a hat, he may have to eat one of mine!)
We did have a good quote of the day.. Mrs Booth was saying 'Spread out around the tables girls!'
And then Ed goes 'You heard her ladies, spread out on the tables.... its time for your examination!"
Honestly, he is the rudest, most hilarious person i've ever met.
He says unless i stop laughing he wont stop being rude.
Well, thats not going to happen for a long time then i guess!

Birthday tomorrow!
Sorry about today =)

Love you all

xxx

AHH!

I cant spell official in my official apology!
meh i am a disaster zone.
keep away from me!

xx

OFfical APology =P

I told jimmy i was going to write one. But I managed to spell apology wrong! I swear it has two p's!
My version does anyways =P
But yes.
I am officially sorry for my poor spelling and grammar.
And in future blogs, i promise to use the spell checker extensively and even consult the OED if i'm still in a pickle (oxford english dictionary.. obviously!)
Forgive me =)

xxx

Rosie Posy Tosie Wosie Goes Deep

Ok.
Well i was reading other peoples blogs.. and they're all so deep!
I mean its not that im not a deep person. Its just that my thought are usually so disturbing it would be unwise to reveal them to anyone else.
Im just one of those people that seems under control until you get close. Then you can see how manic i really am. And how flawed. See i cant even do proper sentence structure.
I have an appaling habit of making things into a joke, shrugging things off, changing the subject. Its not because im not deeply concerned. Its not because i dont care that someone lied to me, or i failed a maths test. Its just because i havnt spent enough time thinking about it to come up with a consise response. I have too many thoughts going round in my head. Im one of these people who have a million views on every subject, who argues against their own opinions, and continually finds faults in things theyve said previously. Im one of those people who tend to overeggadgerate numbers, because working out a proper one just takes too much time, and its usually wrong anyways.

My mother asks 'what are you writing on your blog?' 'Im a grumpy old cow?' 'Or are you going for a less honest approach?'

Sure, i am a grumpy git from time to time. Well, most of the time. But as you sow, so shall you reap (thankyou mr hammond =P). I dont apprechiate being called a grumpy git, or being told im not being sensible, or being told to be quiet. Telling me something like that is only likely to make me worse, i'll just take it out on myself, i'll just take it out on you too. Its a viscious cycle. You tell me im grumpy once, thinking that im grumpy makes me even more grumpy, you tell me i'm grumpy again... and the cycle continues. So, if you really want to get me out of a bad mood, stop me being silly etc, just be nice to me! I have a really good memory for negative things people say to me. I store them up to make myself in an even fouler mood than previously. Its probably better not to say something to me if you dont want me to remember it. There are some people who i can never be mad with, and some people who i just constantly argue with. Just hope you're one of the first =P

This is my guidance of the day.
I doubt you enjoyed it. It was appaling and self indulgent.
But tough maths equations (i dont use bad words unless i'm really being a grumpy sod =P)



xxx

Is it sad to be excited about your birthday when your 16?

Answer :

No! Of course it isnt. Birthdays are just an amazing childish simple pleasure, and i plan on being as annoyingly excited as i want. So there =P


Yep yep =)
TOOT TOOT!
im excited and noone can stop me =)

well... perhaps mrs booth can with her silly maths test.. but i hope not!

So yes. I shall tell you about my day.
Im sure you dont want to know.
And in that case.
Just stop reading now.. theres something far more exciting you could be doing with your life..
like picking the fluff out of your belly button?
or cleaning inbetween your keyboard keys?
see.. theres two ideas to get you started =P and you said i wasnt nice to you!

But yes.
I got locked up in my coat this morning. Seriously, i was buttoned up, had my belt tied tighter than i thought physically possible, and was then tied to the railings outside the common room. Everyones so nice to me!
I dont see why my coats so attractive to such attentions, everyone else has one! and they dont get tied up outside!
And then we had maths.. triple maths (with a lovely break of economics, basically maths, for a couple of lessons inbetween). Twas fun as usual. Mrs Booth said i was a 'bit lively' =P Ed and Jimmeh said 'When is she not?!'
Honestly.. everyones out to get me today! lol. They do purposefully wind me up. Just because my eyes go funny when i look at my folder (its all liney!). Its no reason to laugh. But yes. Now i have a comeback, atleast for edward, choir! We've managed to drag him along for the past 4 or so weeks. I swear he loves it =P He only kicks, punches, screams and scratches to get attention, honestly! But yes. Classic quote of the day type thingg..
I go.. 'HIGH FIVE!' to Edward.. who being the fun loving, high fiving type, dutifully high fives me.
Then Ed says 'what was that for?!'
And i go 'CHOIR!!'

queue large numbers of sharp pencils and pens amongst other progectiles to come flying my way at high velocity. I always wanted one of those injection pen things.. =)

then ten minutes later he rounded the whole thing off nicely with

... .. 'Do you by any chance have a pen i can borrow?'

All of his were littered around my chair XD

Tbh. he did deserve a trick playing on him for snapping the James (scratched out)(eds brother) Forster pencil in half ( which i stole off him last week). I loved that pencil! =P

But yehh..
Maths is fun =)
We're going on a maths lecture on my birthdayy
Its gonna be rather immense.
Because we're cool.

To the extreme.
We're like... the stig! But cooler =)





Yes.
I may be hyped up.
Its birthday on the brain.


And its my mothers birthday tommorow.
And i forgot to get her a present =(
I honestly had the best intentions.
I may write her a poem tommorow.
Or a love song.

Or both


=) isnt she a lucky fellow =)



Toodles!
xxx

Evening all =)

Hey hey hey!

Thought i would do an update on my dayy =)

Today was awesomey.. Rutland is so beautiful, and the wind was really strong and just perfect, and there was about 60 other boats.. and it was just amazing!
Serious planage happened.. the boat was hummingg =) Managed to save us from a near capsize, which was nerve racking but yes.. And had to go right up the front to untangle the geneka when we were going really fast.. amazingly worked and i didnt die, result!
But yes.. i dont think anyone will have understood. So basically we went seriously fast, and even though we had a few silly problems (including a grumpy dwarf who shouted at us) we managed to come 9th out of 33. Pretty good for two overweight unfit and semi blind wallys.

=P

Yep.. and also Billy =)
but shh =P

xx

Good Morning Campers =)

Hey hey heyy =)
how are you?
Rather good myself.
Currently having my logo for young enterprise critiqued by my little brother.. bit miffing to be honest. Oh well, now he's settled himself into some mindless killing spree that they call Rome Total War or similar.. so i should be allowed a rare moment of peace and quiet. If people say i talk a lot, i tell them they should meet my brother. I think now he boards he feels its only fair to us if he gives us all the talking he would in a week (which is about 3 times the amount of any normal, civilised person), at the weekends. The result is a constant, yet high pitched, drone... but after a while you can sort of tune out.. so its all good =)
So yep.. what excitement has happened this week?
..
My sisters german exchange arrived for one thing. She seems really nice, if a bit shy, but i dont think thats stopped my brother from assuming that she's here on some secret spy mission or something. When my mum picked him up he actually said to her 'God, the german isnt going to be there is she? I dont want a german in my house!'. He's the worst old man i've ever met, with his antiquated views.. though so far he has managed to keep his mouth shut! According to my mother they spent the whole of the way home trying to get his WW spirit out of his system..she encouraged him to tell her all the jokes he knew. Tbh getting lessons on acceptance from a woman who on monday said 'wouldnt it be funny if when the german came we all wore little stick on beards' probably wasnt the best idea.. but shh!
Um.. what else, well the usual grueling scedule of D of E, 6th Form Commitee, Tuck Shop, Young Enterprise and Choir.. Got locked in the tuck shop for about 20 minutes with Zek.. i swear everyone heard us shouting in there and just left us!

Right..
well i have to go now.

Off to Rutland today.. massive sailing open meeting thing.. cant wait! Should be amaaaazing =)
but a bit cold!

Toodles
xx

'Baby its fact'

hey hey =)
it is me.. the silly one.

how are you?
good i hope =)
looking forward to a boring weekend of hat making... YAY =P
oh.. but i do have the sailing club firework/ bonfire thingie tommorow =) should be gooood =)
and yeh..

what about today? hmm..
well we got all of our tuck shop stuff.. at last! and so we started selling.. Almost got crushed by all the guys trying to get in the door.. you'd have think their mothers never fed them XD And Hannah attempted to be the epitome of hilarity by locking me in there.. she failed. As ever =P Its all quite exciting really.. =)
And then Young Enterprise.. didnt really do much.. Arranged a bit of a master-class with Kierans mum next weekend.. should be amusing XD
Hum diddly hum..
And then we had double maths.. which is now inuendo maths on a friday.
Some serious banter.
I think mrs booth's mind may have been warped for good XD
Quote of the day as we were packing up (all the others were too long!) Edward 'WOW! my calculator just switched itself off' ....... 'It must know i only turn things on =P'
Because we're cool!

And now i suppose i shall make hats.
Yippee do da XD

i think i cant spell.

xx

Yay =)

Another blooming marvelous day =)

aha..

i went on a physics lecture trip.. which was rather amusing.. though with 12 guys and 2 girls it was a bit rowdy XD much fun though =), even if the man taking the lecture professed to know nothing about physics.. nt quite sure how that one works =P

but yeh.. now i'm soo tired =( and i feel a bit sick. The thing i ate on the way home was definatly not vegetarian.. and i'm frankly worried i have been poisoned..

but oh well =)

 

i have to go noww

 

miss me!

 

xx

Holey Moley

one of my favourite phrases XD

 

song of the day : 'Just' by Jamie Scott..

great song.. and sort of appropriate =)

i do believe i am in love with that guy XD

 

yes.. but i have nothing very interesting to report after today..was unusually uneventful.

went to see Hammy this morning, as ever.. showed him our amazing hat we made for him (hammy is mr hammond our headmaster incase you were wondering XD) he tried it on.. looked like an utter prat.. and then we left again.. a successful meeting if you ask me!

And then at lunch we had choir.. managed to drag Ed along again.. result! Its sounding seriously nice noww =) i likes it indeed.

Now i am being scarred by my mothers viewing choices.. men lifting up each other with their genitalia wrapped round bars etc... its just wrong..

and now she is encouraging my father to do the same.. i have been scarred for life..

the thought is just..

 

ewww!

 

lol

yes..

sorry about that

 

xx

'Suns gonna shine on everything you doo'

i love that line... its in Ocean drive by the lighthouse family.. deffo one of my motivational songs.. though i have to agree it is a bit cheesy! 'You'll wonder what you see in him anyway' is another good part too..

=)

But yes.. i am back for the second day in a row 'HURRAH!'.
Me and jimmeh (amazing guy.. if i had a rock.. he would be it i think :P) have decided we shall be doing a blog week..
so watch this space for hundreds more pages full of utter rubbish..
you'd be mad not to =P

Yes.. today =)
I'm feeling sort of optimistic.. not sure why. The guy i sort of like who's meant to sort of like me doesnt seem to be showing any of his sort of like.. which is sort of like an issue XD But apart fromt that.. it was a good day =)
Did yoga.. such terrific excercise to be got from lying down for 30 minutes.. i felt most envirorated!
And Young Enterprise meeting. Meg had barely recovered from fits of giggles caused by my total inability to balance on one leg (to be honest balance is just for.. normal people =P) when she was started off again by my taking on the whingers at the meeting.. im sorry.. it was just annoying me =P But yehh.. 2 fashion shows to organise and 200 hats to make.. im rather excited by the whole idea.. and im not even being sarcastic!
Apart from that nothing much but the maths crawl.. which was classic as ever. Talked about meeting people naked for some reason..
Then i was saying 'what about a naked maths lesson?!!'
and mrs booth said 'Whats that rosie?'
luckily i usually talk so much utter rubbish she was put off the scent as it were by a quick 'nothing'
.. still.. i thought it would have been fun =P

Oh..
now i better do an update on my life.
17 in a couple of weeks.. cant wait to be able to drive Otto on the road =)
Rob.. less said about him/ to him the better. To put it nicely, its over.
Subjects for 6th form : maths, physics, economics and geography (why did i choose all the hard subjects?!)
and..
nothing much else new =)

s'laters (later = tommorow =) )
xx

And the beast has returned..

Wow..
i really outdid myself with inventiveness on that title.. did i not?
Hey.. it is she.. the never chosen one (seriously people always pick me last for teams! perhaps it would be something to do with the fact i cant throw, catch or run.. but yes)
And i have returned.. after a rather length absense.. amazingly not my fault =P to tell you more about the wonders of being an absolute head to toe muttface =)
But, as my mother is shouting at me.. and i shall probably be called worse than the 'lazy tart' abuse that is currently being hurled at me.. then this post shall have to be a short one.
I shall tell you about my day..
It was rather awesome.. feeling very optimistic at the moment.. nice change tbh =)
Well.. firstly in Geography Nunners was telling us about how we needed to put details and facts and things in our answers and chaz says under her breath 'thats geeky'.. which sounded to me, john and matt like 'thats kinky'.. so we all went 'thats kinky?!' and then mr nunnerly continues.. 'Yeh.. the examiners really like that sort of thing'.. Twas rather hilarious.. but i think i may get a low grade for acting like a bit of a loon. Though tbh i'm not even half as bad as Matt. He drew a rather large male trouser-snake onto a man on one of his diagrams and almost fell off his chair laughing. How vair vair immature. Apparantly it was because i said 'thats nice'.. well.. it was quite anatomically correct.. and i didnt want to make him feel like noone valued his artistic talent..
but yes.
and then there was the only wordless quote of the day from Jimmy.
Jimmy *shakes fist at parked 25th bday edition micra.. realises people are in car* *Jimmy looks rather embarrassed* Meg + Rosie *die laughing..*
it was absolutely hilariarse.
and that is no lie.
there was something else very amusing i swear..
but i appear to have forgotten it.
how careless of me.

anyways
see you laterererer =)
i have no lights (ooh.. what a good way to make me get off the computer.. it makes its own light silly!)

byee

xxx