Rosie Posy Tosie Wosie Goes Deep

Ok.
Well i was reading other peoples blogs.. and they're all so deep!
I mean its not that im not a deep person. Its just that my thought are usually so disturbing it would be unwise to reveal them to anyone else.
Im just one of those people that seems under control until you get close. Then you can see how manic i really am. And how flawed. See i cant even do proper sentence structure.
I have an appaling habit of making things into a joke, shrugging things off, changing the subject. Its not because im not deeply concerned. Its not because i dont care that someone lied to me, or i failed a maths test. Its just because i havnt spent enough time thinking about it to come up with a consise response. I have too many thoughts going round in my head. Im one of these people who have a million views on every subject, who argues against their own opinions, and continually finds faults in things theyve said previously. Im one of those people who tend to overeggadgerate numbers, because working out a proper one just takes too much time, and its usually wrong anyways.

My mother asks 'what are you writing on your blog?' 'Im a grumpy old cow?' 'Or are you going for a less honest approach?'

Sure, i am a grumpy git from time to time. Well, most of the time. But as you sow, so shall you reap (thankyou mr hammond =P). I dont apprechiate being called a grumpy git, or being told im not being sensible, or being told to be quiet. Telling me something like that is only likely to make me worse, i'll just take it out on myself, i'll just take it out on you too. Its a viscious cycle. You tell me im grumpy once, thinking that im grumpy makes me even more grumpy, you tell me i'm grumpy again... and the cycle continues. So, if you really want to get me out of a bad mood, stop me being silly etc, just be nice to me! I have a really good memory for negative things people say to me. I store them up to make myself in an even fouler mood than previously. Its probably better not to say something to me if you dont want me to remember it. There are some people who i can never be mad with, and some people who i just constantly argue with. Just hope you're one of the first =P

This is my guidance of the day.
I doubt you enjoyed it. It was appaling and self indulgent.
But tough maths equations (i dont use bad words unless i'm really being a grumpy sod =P)



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