Righty Ho.

Today me and hannah spent a rather interesting bus journey home contemplating the reason for my lack of prospects, dream and ideas about the future.
Well, all i know is that i want to take a gap year.
But after that i have no idea whatsoever. Neither does hannah. And for supposedly two rather large brained silly buggers, we are really not very well prepared for the big scary thing some big scary adult people like to call life. I think that if you want to enter a subject, or choose a field, you need to believe you have new ideas, new theories to bring to a subject. I dont want a job where all i do is apply the things i've been taught, because to me theres absolutely no point in doing something a machine can do. The trouble is, im not sure i'm capable of such out of the box thinking. I want to do something new, not follow everyone elses silly rules, but i really dont think i have the potential. And that scares me, more than the dark, more than my brother when he's drunk coke, more than anything really! I dont understand what i'm saying really, but i hope you get the idea.
So yes. In the end i just decided i'm going to be a bum for the rest of my life, and Hannah decided i need counseling. Its a fact i've known for a long time. But what use is a councillor going to be? I think if i cant understand myself i doubt anyone else can! To be honest i think its a character flaw, not something thats ever going to change. Eventually i'll probably drive myself mad.
But until then i plan to enjoy life =P
Including.. the amazing maths test i had today!
Like mrs booth said, i stayed calm.. unfortunatly to do this i checked everything about 4 times. Unfortunately this left me with about 3 questions left when the bell went. Edwards said he'll eat his hat if i get less than a B. Roll on results! (though i think as he doesnt have a hat, he may have to eat one of mine!)
We did have a good quote of the day.. Mrs Booth was saying 'Spread out around the tables girls!'
And then Ed goes 'You heard her ladies, spread out on the tables.... its time for your examination!"
Honestly, he is the rudest, most hilarious person i've ever met.
He says unless i stop laughing he wont stop being rude.
Well, thats not going to happen for a long time then i guess!

Birthday tomorrow!
Sorry about today =)

Love you all

xxx