I'm naughty. I didnt write. I know.
But onwards and upwards. To the blog!
Ok. Was listening to the song entitled 'Handlebars' by the flowbots.. and i was thinking.. hey i like this song.. for one, but also.. wow a song that actually means something for once.
Lyrics
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
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Look at me, look at me
hands in the air like it's good to be
ALIVE
[...]
I can tie a knot in a cherry stem
I can tell you about Leif Ericson
And "I'm Proud to be an American"
Me and my friend saw a platypus
Me and my friend made a comic book
And guess how long it took
[...]
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Look at me
Look at me
[...]
I can design an engine sixty four
Miles to the gallon of gasoline
I can make new antibiotics
I can make a computer survive aquatic conditions
I know how to run a business
And I can make you wanna buy a product
Me and my friends understand the future
I see the strings that control the systems
I can do anything with no assistance
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Cause I can lead a nation with a microphone
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And I can split the atoms of a molecule
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Look at me
Look at me
Driving and I won't stop
And it feels so good to be
Alive and on top
My reach is global
My tower secure
My cause is noble
My power is pure
I can hand out a million vaccinations
Or let'em all die from exasperation
Have'em all healed from their lacerations
Or have'em all killed by assassination
I can make anybody go to prison
Just because I don't like 'em
And I can do anything with no permission
I have it all under my command
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Because I can guide a missile by satellite
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And I can hit a target through a telescope
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And I can end the planet in a holocaust In a holocaust
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I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars...
Ok..
so it basically starts of with the childishness that is attempting to ride ones bike without holding on to ones handlebars. At the time it would seem like a bit of childish fun, a silly game that they'll eventually 'grow out of'. Then the song continues.. the task that they can do with ease growing in severity until the final verse ' i can end the planet in a holocaust..'. But what i love about it is how it proves once you let one thing slip, then its just human nature to continue pushing the boundaries. How, letting your son get away with hitting his sister aged 4, putting it down to a bit of childish silliness, would lead to him becoming an abuser in the future. Ok, an extreme example, but still. It perfectly encaptures the arrogance of the average 8 or 9 year old, fancying themselves to be all grown up, and big enough to be above the laws laid down by his mother.
Its to do with pride, the hubris so commonly found in modern life. I think it shows how as we've started to understand how the world works better we've started to gain power over it, to be able to exploit it for our own uses. Now that we understand more (how to split the atoms of a molecule for example), just like the 8 year old, we think we're above its laws, we think that we can mess with the earth and its just going to let us, i guess.
Its about sin, the overwhelming sense of power and ownership that we have now, that causes us to think that we have power over the earth, and that its our right to 'play God'. We didn't think about the possible consequences of riding with no handlebars, just as now we don't think about the possible consequences of using our 'weapons of mass destruction'. We developed these things, but for what? What was the point of pushing the boundaries of science that far, that in under an hour the entire planet could be wiped out. Wouldn't it have been better if we'd respected the world, let nature run its course without feeling the need to interfere. In the end pride, the same pride that leads one to boast about being able to ride a bike without handlebars, leads to the destruction of the world. Has pride taken us too far?
I think its easy to take the song at face value, the catchy lyrics, the nice rhythm. Its way too easy to overlook what lies underneath, lyrics that tell of one of the seven deadly sins and what this humans are capable of under its influence.
xoxo
Saturday, 13 December 2008
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
The past two weeks..
Have been very very busy. Not that i'm making any excuses.. because as Mr Forest knows.. excuses are very very wrong =P Even wronger than being too busy to update the few very lovely people who bother to read my blog. Hence, it is entirely my fault, and i shall learn that being busy is a bad idea, and in future i should sit around all day and do nothing, in order that i should be able to update you. Not that there would be much to update on, if in fact that was what i did. An example entry could read ' Today i sat on the sofa. I then lay on the sofa for a couple of hours. I picked small pieces of lint off the sofa, which was a very consuming task, and then i went to bed. All in all quite a productive day =P'
But yes. Many apologies are extended to those who DO have the time to read my blog, as well as update your own.. but mostly.. what on earth are you up to?! Get out here and help me!
Uhuh.
The past 2 weeks have been rather busy, as i must have said at least 3 times already.. i cant be bothered to count them. Perhaps if you have the time you could =P
2 fashion shows, 2 concerts, and rather more than 2 pieces of homework unfortunately.
Fashion shows went well. Had so many sleepless nights over all of the possible mishaps that could occur.. I was completely paranoid someone was going to fall down the steps and break their neck.. but luckily nothing more devastating than an off putting fallen off beret occurred =P Keiran and i decided that we learnt more about stress putting on those fashion shows than we ever did in silly Study Skills. Honestly... a quiz to find out how stressed out you are?!.. any sensible person could work out what finding out that you were at high risk of strokes due to your dangerous levels of stress is likely to do to your stress levels!
Ooh.. Highlight of today.. Billy's surprise. Honestly i was expecting a still warm dog dirt lovingly posted through my letter box... but what i got was even betterer than that.. if its possible =) No guy's ever sent me flowers before.. vair cute =) 'He's a keeper' according to my parents =P I'm guessing that's a compliment. If so should 'he's a striker' be an insult?!
Quote of the day.. in shortened form
'Han on choosing AS English ' you'd have to be poor, desperate, stupid..' Keiran 'I thought you took English Hannah'
I do have lots more to write.. I'm sure of it. However right now i am going to bed.
Because i'm cool =)
xxx
But yes. Many apologies are extended to those who DO have the time to read my blog, as well as update your own.. but mostly.. what on earth are you up to?! Get out here and help me!
Uhuh.
The past 2 weeks have been rather busy, as i must have said at least 3 times already.. i cant be bothered to count them. Perhaps if you have the time you could =P
2 fashion shows, 2 concerts, and rather more than 2 pieces of homework unfortunately.
Fashion shows went well. Had so many sleepless nights over all of the possible mishaps that could occur.. I was completely paranoid someone was going to fall down the steps and break their neck.. but luckily nothing more devastating than an off putting fallen off beret occurred =P Keiran and i decided that we learnt more about stress putting on those fashion shows than we ever did in silly Study Skills. Honestly... a quiz to find out how stressed out you are?!.. any sensible person could work out what finding out that you were at high risk of strokes due to your dangerous levels of stress is likely to do to your stress levels!
Ooh.. Highlight of today.. Billy's surprise. Honestly i was expecting a still warm dog dirt lovingly posted through my letter box... but what i got was even betterer than that.. if its possible =) No guy's ever sent me flowers before.. vair cute =) 'He's a keeper' according to my parents =P I'm guessing that's a compliment. If so should 'he's a striker' be an insult?!
Quote of the day.. in shortened form
'Han on choosing AS English ' you'd have to be poor, desperate, stupid..' Keiran 'I thought you took English Hannah'
I do have lots more to write.. I'm sure of it. However right now i am going to bed.
Because i'm cool =)
xxx
Tuesday, 11 November 2008
Today.
Today.
Not Yesterday.
Today.
It was quite interesting today. And im not even being sarcastic! For once!
But yes.
It started with period one choir rehearsal. I honestly have a rather horrible throat infection thingie and i can barely sing.. which is all rather in keeping with the whole alto 'we just stand there and look impressive, but we dont actually sing' mentality. I do love my choir section XD
Period 2. Speech day prize giving rehearsal. Absolute waste of time... i just hope i dont fall over on the stairs. Touching wood. A whole desk full!
Period 3. Remembrance Service thing in the hallway.. Was very impressed to be the chosen one from our year.. Wonder how i got that dubious honour? But yeh.. it was a nice service, and mr munns read a nice poem, and we got cake =) It was quite good really!
Actually managed to do my correct lessons for Periods 4 and 5
and then it was the excitement of the junior school fashion show rehearsals.
They were so cute.. except when they were dissing our hats.. seriously! they've barely stopped wetting the bed at night and now they think themselves expects on all things millinery.. i almost trod on their heads.
Except that would have been child abuse. And i could have got the company sued. If not i would have XD
Oh..
but then came the most.. interesting.. part of the day.
I was just putting away the massive screens we borrowed for the models to stand behind before coming out onto the catwalk with Keiran. I said 'Keiran.. wheres the light switch', as i entered the darkened area to the left of the stage. 'On the right' replied Keiran. Hence following my good friend Mr Keirans advice i used my bicep and tricep muscles, amongst others, to extend my arm and bash my hand in a vaguely right direction to try to turn them on. Initially when my hand connected with the rubber i thought..'oh this is an odd light switch.. must be one of those rubber covered special ones we have at home for outside'. Then the bell started ringing. And it went on, and on.. and on.. and didn't stop. And my initial thought when i realised this was ' Oh ( insert every possible rude word in every language) '
I've never ran as fast as i did to get to Reception to find Mr A and Mr H and tell them to cancel the fire brigade (they honestly had to because of the instant call out thing we have!)
Apologies to any inconvenience caused to those involved.
Please dont laugh at me =P
Hannah thinks they should put up a special plaque, a sort of 'sinners' list for every dumb ass reject who's set the fire bells off. She's so lovely.
I dont think Mr A or H is going to forgive me in a long time =P
Only me.
xxx
Not Yesterday.
Today.
It was quite interesting today. And im not even being sarcastic! For once!
But yes.
It started with period one choir rehearsal. I honestly have a rather horrible throat infection thingie and i can barely sing.. which is all rather in keeping with the whole alto 'we just stand there and look impressive, but we dont actually sing' mentality. I do love my choir section XD
Period 2. Speech day prize giving rehearsal. Absolute waste of time... i just hope i dont fall over on the stairs. Touching wood. A whole desk full!
Period 3. Remembrance Service thing in the hallway.. Was very impressed to be the chosen one from our year.. Wonder how i got that dubious honour? But yeh.. it was a nice service, and mr munns read a nice poem, and we got cake =) It was quite good really!
Actually managed to do my correct lessons for Periods 4 and 5
and then it was the excitement of the junior school fashion show rehearsals.
They were so cute.. except when they were dissing our hats.. seriously! they've barely stopped wetting the bed at night and now they think themselves expects on all things millinery.. i almost trod on their heads.
Except that would have been child abuse. And i could have got the company sued. If not i would have XD
Oh..
but then came the most.. interesting.. part of the day.
I was just putting away the massive screens we borrowed for the models to stand behind before coming out onto the catwalk with Keiran. I said 'Keiran.. wheres the light switch', as i entered the darkened area to the left of the stage. 'On the right' replied Keiran. Hence following my good friend Mr Keirans advice i used my bicep and tricep muscles, amongst others, to extend my arm and bash my hand in a vaguely right direction to try to turn them on. Initially when my hand connected with the rubber i thought..'oh this is an odd light switch.. must be one of those rubber covered special ones we have at home for outside'. Then the bell started ringing. And it went on, and on.. and on.. and didn't stop. And my initial thought when i realised this was ' Oh ( insert every possible rude word in every language) '
I've never ran as fast as i did to get to Reception to find Mr A and Mr H and tell them to cancel the fire brigade (they honestly had to because of the instant call out thing we have!)
Apologies to any inconvenience caused to those involved.
Please dont laugh at me =P
Hannah thinks they should put up a special plaque, a sort of 'sinners' list for every dumb ass reject who's set the fire bells off. She's so lovely.
I dont think Mr A or H is going to forgive me in a long time =P
Only me.
xxx
Thursday, 6 November 2008
Edward is a naughty skiving whatsit
Ok.. alright, i did tell edward i was going to take back my nice blog post about him, as he is a blatent skiver and left me all on my lonesome on Wednesday so that he could wait for his Xbox to arrive.. but frankly that would just be boring. Almost as boring as my Wednesday was, thanks to him. All i could say for about 10 minutes after he told me he'd 'just happened' to feel ill on the day when his beloved xbox returned home from its trip to Germany was ' I cant believe you did that to me!'
Seriously. He is off my xmas present list, and cards too. Not that i send either.. but its the thought that counts!
Yes.
What can i tell you about today?
It was a Thursday, of that much im sure.
That was about all i could remember at around 10.03 this morning when i was sitting in the Russel hall doing maths challenge. Honestly.. I forgot that 1948 was 60 years ago not 50.. and i forgot that pythagoras doesnt work on any triangle you fancy. Overall, i think my maths challenge performance could be described as obismal, and i may refuse to aknowledge that it was infact me who took the challenge when the results get posted tommorow. One can only hope that Mr Howes is nice enough to tell me my appalling result in person rather than posting it up outside the maths room. Yet even i know the chance of this is approximately 1 in 4528176.. or so =P
Yes. What else.. oh i took the poppies round with Hannah.. you know the ones for Rememberence Sunday? Seriously.. people would have denied even knowing they existed if they could have.. I've never known people be so tight when giving to charity! Managed to restrict access to pins only to those i thought i could trust not to cause damage with them. Ie. Less than half, seeing as the first thought that seems to come into a guys head when both him and a friend are given a pin each for their poppies is 'Cor.. we can use these as mini swords.. AWESOME!' =P
Correct me if you think thats not a good idea guys XD
Well i'm going to Pilates now.
I may have to write more when i get home. Atleast I find my writing compelling =P
Have fun!
Oh and..
18 =P
xxx
Seriously. He is off my xmas present list, and cards too. Not that i send either.. but its the thought that counts!
Yes.
What can i tell you about today?
It was a Thursday, of that much im sure.
That was about all i could remember at around 10.03 this morning when i was sitting in the Russel hall doing maths challenge. Honestly.. I forgot that 1948 was 60 years ago not 50.. and i forgot that pythagoras doesnt work on any triangle you fancy. Overall, i think my maths challenge performance could be described as obismal, and i may refuse to aknowledge that it was infact me who took the challenge when the results get posted tommorow. One can only hope that Mr Howes is nice enough to tell me my appalling result in person rather than posting it up outside the maths room. Yet even i know the chance of this is approximately 1 in 4528176.. or so =P
Yes. What else.. oh i took the poppies round with Hannah.. you know the ones for Rememberence Sunday? Seriously.. people would have denied even knowing they existed if they could have.. I've never known people be so tight when giving to charity! Managed to restrict access to pins only to those i thought i could trust not to cause damage with them. Ie. Less than half, seeing as the first thought that seems to come into a guys head when both him and a friend are given a pin each for their poppies is 'Cor.. we can use these as mini swords.. AWESOME!' =P
Correct me if you think thats not a good idea guys XD
Well i'm going to Pilates now.
I may have to write more when i get home. Atleast I find my writing compelling =P
Have fun!
Oh and..
18 =P
xxx
Tuesday, 4 November 2008
Mr Edward.
Ok. So this is my entry in order to appease Mr Edward, as he has been mortally offended by my rudeness about him, and to prove that i am eternally sorry. Also he bet me i couldnt =P
Ok. So this is Edward.. what have we done.. ( i shall refrain from misquoting any more john lennon songs in future blogs, i promise). Edward is of the male variety, or so he expects me to believe. He owns many rather cool geek tshirts, a fact i am rather jealous of, though i still dont understand the one with the luminous hearts on =P He also has some rather nice glasses, which are most enjoyable to steal, though to be able to see through them you have to go cross eyed.. which is apparently very amusing for all involved. Mr Edward is the master of quote of the day, and in fact holds the record (much as Meg holds my wecord) for the largest number of consecutive quotes of the day. He is the pioneer of such excellent chat-up lines as 'step into my closet and i'll show you my narnia', 'you must be tired, because you've been running round my head all night... screaming' and 'does this smell like chloroform to you?' , coming to a social event near you soon! Edward's long list of achievements also includes the hit single, 'My name is Edward'.. which was most popular in Wisbech, due to its lack of words to remember, always useful when you lack enough brain cells to realise a crisp packet is not going to work as a form of contraception.. 9 months too late =P Edward is a firm believer (ooh er) in the age old tradition of Innuendo Monday, which in both his and my opinion 'make mondays the best day of the week'. He is also a keen member of a top secret cult which meets on a Wednesday lunchtime in the drama room, members are invited, but the group takes no responsibility for loss of limbs whilst partaking in initiation tasks.
All in all Mr Edward is a rather dashing chap, with a rip roaring sense of humour, and a total lack of morals which makes him most entertaining, though of course he's not as good at maths as either Rosie or Jimmy =P Available for weddings, funerals and bar mitzvahs.
xxx
Ok. So this is Edward.. what have we done.. ( i shall refrain from misquoting any more john lennon songs in future blogs, i promise). Edward is of the male variety, or so he expects me to believe. He owns many rather cool geek tshirts, a fact i am rather jealous of, though i still dont understand the one with the luminous hearts on =P He also has some rather nice glasses, which are most enjoyable to steal, though to be able to see through them you have to go cross eyed.. which is apparently very amusing for all involved. Mr Edward is the master of quote of the day, and in fact holds the record (much as Meg holds my wecord) for the largest number of consecutive quotes of the day. He is the pioneer of such excellent chat-up lines as 'step into my closet and i'll show you my narnia', 'you must be tired, because you've been running round my head all night... screaming' and 'does this smell like chloroform to you?' , coming to a social event near you soon! Edward's long list of achievements also includes the hit single, 'My name is Edward'.. which was most popular in Wisbech, due to its lack of words to remember, always useful when you lack enough brain cells to realise a crisp packet is not going to work as a form of contraception.. 9 months too late =P Edward is a firm believer (ooh er) in the age old tradition of Innuendo Monday, which in both his and my opinion 'make mondays the best day of the week'. He is also a keen member of a top secret cult which meets on a Wednesday lunchtime in the drama room, members are invited, but the group takes no responsibility for loss of limbs whilst partaking in initiation tasks.
All in all Mr Edward is a rather dashing chap, with a rip roaring sense of humour, and a total lack of morals which makes him most entertaining, though of course he's not as good at maths as either Rosie or Jimmy =P Available for weddings, funerals and bar mitzvahs.
xxx
Oooh
I remembered what i did for lent last year!
I gave up straightening.. Thats right.. the messy look i used to sport most days was actually my hair once straightened! Now i just cant be bothered with the whole caboodle.. I look like an utter reject whether i straighten or not.. so i might as well just get 5 minutes more well needed beauty sleep. Besides.. my straighteners literally blew up..they were like 'POOF!'.. and loads of smoke came out.. and i was like 'AHH!' =P
Oh.. that wasnt meant to be as homophobic as it sounded =P.. I regularly admit to wanting edward... and have regularly entered his closet.. and he's one of the campest people i know.. i mean, choir, come on!
Yip. Today. Yoga. Always rather amusing.. I fell over several times as usual.. i honestly dont know how people balance in those lunge positions.. my centre of gravity must be really high or something =P Alice's snoring kept me awake though XD
Aha tea nowww
Pasta.. YAY!
xx
I gave up straightening.. Thats right.. the messy look i used to sport most days was actually my hair once straightened! Now i just cant be bothered with the whole caboodle.. I look like an utter reject whether i straighten or not.. so i might as well just get 5 minutes more well needed beauty sleep. Besides.. my straighteners literally blew up..they were like 'POOF!'.. and loads of smoke came out.. and i was like 'AHH!' =P
Oh.. that wasnt meant to be as homophobic as it sounded =P.. I regularly admit to wanting edward... and have regularly entered his closet.. and he's one of the campest people i know.. i mean, choir, come on!
Yip. Today. Yoga. Always rather amusing.. I fell over several times as usual.. i honestly dont know how people balance in those lunge positions.. my centre of gravity must be really high or something =P Alice's snoring kept me awake though XD
Aha tea nowww
Pasta.. YAY!
xx
Monday, 3 November 2008
Monday the 3rd of November
Electrons have mass!? I didn't even know they were christian!
According to Josh this is a classic joke.. i think its silly. I didn't get it at first.. =P
But yes. Onto the bigger and better topic that is Life, or more importantly my lack of it.
I jokes. Its not that bad.. really. Really really!
Yes. I had something important to write about today. Unfortunately i appear to have forgotten it.
Oh yes.. Lent.
I love lent. Its amazing discipline to try to quit doing something that you know is bad for you, or enjoy far too much than is normal (think HSM megg!), and for someone with absolutely appalling self discipline such as myself (think not being able to persuade myself to revise for GCSE's), then i think its a mighty fine idea. Attempted chocolate and crisps a couple of years ago. Was quite successful apart from a few completely accidental brushes with chocolate (they honestly were!.. that cake walked right into my mouth =P) But yes.. i don't know why i was thinking about Lent, but i was, and me and Hannah have come up with several ideas for my potential giving up. Rather rudely when i suggested not brushing my hair they said 'whats new there then?'.. but at least my mother doesn't cut my hair! (oooh burn XD) I always fancied dreadlocks.. definite gap year activity =P Other potential ideas include giving up vegetarianism (even when Han said she'd become veggie for lent.. i just.. couldn't!).. giving up TV (i barely watch any), giving up whinging (honestly.. when could that ever work?! I'd have nothing to say at all!), giving up my phone (but then I'd probably get kidnapped/ lost) and giving up my computer (but then i'd probably lose whats left of my sanity).
I think i may opt for Internet. At least for anything apart from school use (how difficult would it be to not click on my emails when i logged on?!) Would be a real challenge.. always character building.. and I'd have so much free time I'd never ever ever get stressed (or I'd resort to jigsaw puzzles for amusement...worrying thought =P.) Plus i always fancied the Fermoy Unit =P
How bad do you think Internet withdrawal symptoms can get? I imagine endless finger fidgeting.. eye twitching from side to side.. and cravings for that annoying 'Dum Dum' you get when someone sends you a message on msn. Ok.. so i may never crave that noise..but i think it could be pretty interesting =)
Uhuh.. but don't worry.. lent isn't for ages yet.. so you'll have the pleasure of my company for the foreseeable future.. Aren't you the lucky ones?!
xxx
According to Josh this is a classic joke.. i think its silly. I didn't get it at first.. =P
But yes. Onto the bigger and better topic that is Life, or more importantly my lack of it.
I jokes. Its not that bad.. really. Really really!
Yes. I had something important to write about today. Unfortunately i appear to have forgotten it.
Oh yes.. Lent.
I love lent. Its amazing discipline to try to quit doing something that you know is bad for you, or enjoy far too much than is normal (think HSM megg!), and for someone with absolutely appalling self discipline such as myself (think not being able to persuade myself to revise for GCSE's), then i think its a mighty fine idea. Attempted chocolate and crisps a couple of years ago. Was quite successful apart from a few completely accidental brushes with chocolate (they honestly were!.. that cake walked right into my mouth =P) But yes.. i don't know why i was thinking about Lent, but i was, and me and Hannah have come up with several ideas for my potential giving up. Rather rudely when i suggested not brushing my hair they said 'whats new there then?'.. but at least my mother doesn't cut my hair! (oooh burn XD) I always fancied dreadlocks.. definite gap year activity =P Other potential ideas include giving up vegetarianism (even when Han said she'd become veggie for lent.. i just.. couldn't!).. giving up TV (i barely watch any), giving up whinging (honestly.. when could that ever work?! I'd have nothing to say at all!), giving up my phone (but then I'd probably get kidnapped/ lost) and giving up my computer (but then i'd probably lose whats left of my sanity).
I think i may opt for Internet. At least for anything apart from school use (how difficult would it be to not click on my emails when i logged on?!) Would be a real challenge.. always character building.. and I'd have so much free time I'd never ever ever get stressed (or I'd resort to jigsaw puzzles for amusement...worrying thought =P.) Plus i always fancied the Fermoy Unit =P
How bad do you think Internet withdrawal symptoms can get? I imagine endless finger fidgeting.. eye twitching from side to side.. and cravings for that annoying 'Dum Dum' you get when someone sends you a message on msn. Ok.. so i may never crave that noise..but i think it could be pretty interesting =)
Uhuh.. but don't worry.. lent isn't for ages yet.. so you'll have the pleasure of my company for the foreseeable future.. Aren't you the lucky ones?!
xxx
Sunday, 2 November 2008
Evening all
Dum da da dum da da da dum da da dum da da da. DA DAA
And with that sweet chorus of the bond theme tune the muttfaced one has returned =P
But seriously, dont hum that at me. Because i'm likely to get very annoyed. And although me being annoyed may seem hilariously amusing at the time (large numbers of people seem to think this is the case) it will only lend a helping hand in my enevitable journey down the slope towards insanity.
Uhuh =) But despite my lack of enthusiasm for the Bond theme tune i thought it was a rather good film. Plenty of head spinningly fast action, lots of lovely shiney cars getting destroyed and a large amount of popcorn made it a most enjoyable spectacle =P
Yip.
And now i am doing blinking geoggers again. I shall complain to Nunners tommorow about the shear scale of homework he sets us. Tis most prepostorous =P
Dreams
To make a difference. Simple to say, hard to do. I dont know... i want to do something amazing in my gap year.. then go to Cambridge or London School of Economicss.. should be a rave =)
I had a very odd dream last night =P
Billy will certify my insanity =)
xx
And with that sweet chorus of the bond theme tune the muttfaced one has returned =P
But seriously, dont hum that at me. Because i'm likely to get very annoyed. And although me being annoyed may seem hilariously amusing at the time (large numbers of people seem to think this is the case) it will only lend a helping hand in my enevitable journey down the slope towards insanity.
Uhuh =) But despite my lack of enthusiasm for the Bond theme tune i thought it was a rather good film. Plenty of head spinningly fast action, lots of lovely shiney cars getting destroyed and a large amount of popcorn made it a most enjoyable spectacle =P
Yip.
And now i am doing blinking geoggers again. I shall complain to Nunners tommorow about the shear scale of homework he sets us. Tis most prepostorous =P
Dreams
To make a difference. Simple to say, hard to do. I dont know... i want to do something amazing in my gap year.. then go to Cambridge or London School of Economicss.. should be a rave =)
I had a very odd dream last night =P
Billy will certify my insanity =)
xx
Saturday, 1 November 2008
Hey hey
Ok.. i failed to write my blog for a while. Im sorry =) I just thought you deserved a bit of a half term break.. if only for a few days =P
So yes. I shall update you =)
Monday.. hat making.. i think i already wrote about that
Tuesday.. i cant actually remember. Either my mother put something odd in my cereal that morning or it was an insanely boring day. I cant decide which of the possible options i'd prefer more.
Wednesday.. went shopping in Colchester with my sister. Bought way too many things i didnt need. But i do have a rather fetching kilt =P Managed to not get lost and find our way back to grannies in Frinton on the train, absolute miracle.. though we did have to stop and find directions at the police station.. cos we're cool =) But yeh.. we had much fun, and were very impressed with our navagating skills... must have walked about 4 miles trying to find the blinking train station though! Didnt sleep much on Wednesday night though because i had to share a bed with my sister ( we did have separate duvets luckily). I almost screamed in the night when i turned over and her face was literally an inch away from mine.. Twas most traumatising indeed.
Thursday.. was at grannies. Went for 2 lovely walks along the beach. You'd think once you'd done a circular route in one direction it would be the same in the other.. but apparantly not =P It was blinking freezing! My fingers were honestly blue with cold. And thats not normal, even for Norfolk =P
Ho hum =)
Oh Friday!.
In the morning i attempted some of the excessive geography homework i've been set by that cruel cruel mr nunnerly. The special version of 'she's so lovely' for him has officially been cancelled. He's on my list =P
Yep.. and then Mr Brown came round in the afternoon.. and we went to the fireworks =)
Twas rather funny.. they were really pathetic but they lasted for ages.. we all pretended to fall asleep. Because we're mature =)
Uhuh.
And now i am being a naughty girl and not doing my work as i really should be =P
Silly Rosie.
Sorry for being boring.
I shall try harder next time
xxx
So yes. I shall update you =)
Monday.. hat making.. i think i already wrote about that
Tuesday.. i cant actually remember. Either my mother put something odd in my cereal that morning or it was an insanely boring day. I cant decide which of the possible options i'd prefer more.
Wednesday.. went shopping in Colchester with my sister. Bought way too many things i didnt need. But i do have a rather fetching kilt =P Managed to not get lost and find our way back to grannies in Frinton on the train, absolute miracle.. though we did have to stop and find directions at the police station.. cos we're cool =) But yeh.. we had much fun, and were very impressed with our navagating skills... must have walked about 4 miles trying to find the blinking train station though! Didnt sleep much on Wednesday night though because i had to share a bed with my sister ( we did have separate duvets luckily). I almost screamed in the night when i turned over and her face was literally an inch away from mine.. Twas most traumatising indeed.
Thursday.. was at grannies. Went for 2 lovely walks along the beach. You'd think once you'd done a circular route in one direction it would be the same in the other.. but apparantly not =P It was blinking freezing! My fingers were honestly blue with cold. And thats not normal, even for Norfolk =P
Ho hum =)
Oh Friday!.
In the morning i attempted some of the excessive geography homework i've been set by that cruel cruel mr nunnerly. The special version of 'she's so lovely' for him has officially been cancelled. He's on my list =P
Yep.. and then Mr Brown came round in the afternoon.. and we went to the fireworks =)
Twas rather funny.. they were really pathetic but they lasted for ages.. we all pretended to fall asleep. Because we're mature =)
Uhuh.
And now i am being a naughty girl and not doing my work as i really should be =P
Silly Rosie.
Sorry for being boring.
I shall try harder next time
xxx
Tuesday, 28 October 2008
For My Lovely Friend Mr Edward. (I forgot his last name)
This is a poem I read today. It is dedicated to Edward as he has nothing better to do since his xbox broke than to read my incredibly tedious blogs. I thought it was interesting =)
Schizophrenia
In the flow of my heart a flower
has grown
The flower of Schizophrenia
It is a sweet flower, poisonous -
but beautiful
Lush and its aroma fills my life
with bliss and joy
Laughter and happiness
But I am afraid all the time
Lets say from time to time
It has made me weak
Its thorns rip my body
And emotionally I feel torn
And broken - blood pours
endlessly
From my wounds
I just don't know what to do
about it.
Living with an incurable disease
is difficult
And the terrible thing is, its like
a cancer
You just don't notice it, until it's too late
It is so strong you believe only it
As if a sorcerer of such skill and
diligence
has you under his spell
I want you to understand how
difficult this is
The mind is in control - it is sick
It attempts to discipline itself
But he who cracks the whip may
be mad as well
Suddenly lost in the Bliss of
colour, the fragrance
And the words of poetry that
spring forth from this fragrant
yellow rose
You grasp at straws, and one
holds, this becomes your anchor
Then you wake to find yourself in another world
You are 'Bond'! You are on a
mission and the script takes over
You are lost : deluded
And you fight it, but only if you
know it's there,
It is war! How can I be so dumb :
yet I am
Naive and full of love, the flower
Caresses and aroused with love I see nothing else
For life is Black, and she this flower
is full of love
It has made a beggar out of a
master and a man
A beggar in bliss
But one who is afraid and lost
And needs help and finds none
The world is bereft of help
I call and no one answers
anywhere
No one understands : it hurts and
I do not know
What to do : One false move and
I am dead...
Voices speak and bye bye
Daddy, son
Brother friend
Spiral we love you
And it's as if no one does
Help!!!
xxx
Just clearing a few things up..
Isnt it patently obvious what my own views on religion are by the completely biased slant i gave to the whole issue of 'why do people refuse to believe things they dont understand?'...
Gee Wizz. Perhaps i should be more obvious in future, but using 'I' and 'You' just creates segregation in peoples minds, immediatly turning the whole affair into the sort of horrendous team game they force you to play in games lessons, when if you so much as smile at the opposition you're branded a traitor to the cause. But yes, i dislike the I and You approach, it assumes too many things. That all of 'you' share the same opinions perhaps as well as the same name. 'We' is far more all inclusive. Whether you agree or disagree 'we' makes you feel connected to the writing, in a way that 'I' and 'you' can never hope to achieve. 'We' doesnt mean that the author necessarily agrees with everything the 'we' is doing, infact calling 'we' bigotted would seem to indicate the exact opposite. I like 'we'.
Yes. Now thats sorted =P I'm sorry... i just.. ahh!
I 'just ahh!' a lot nowadays =)
Today. Has been extremely fun. Went to the dentist, and got a lovely jab at the doctors. Feel like a very cold, depressed and bored muttface. Its quite pleasant really =) And now i shall write thankyou letters..
YAY!
xx
Gee Wizz. Perhaps i should be more obvious in future, but using 'I' and 'You' just creates segregation in peoples minds, immediatly turning the whole affair into the sort of horrendous team game they force you to play in games lessons, when if you so much as smile at the opposition you're branded a traitor to the cause. But yes, i dislike the I and You approach, it assumes too many things. That all of 'you' share the same opinions perhaps as well as the same name. 'We' is far more all inclusive. Whether you agree or disagree 'we' makes you feel connected to the writing, in a way that 'I' and 'you' can never hope to achieve. 'We' doesnt mean that the author necessarily agrees with everything the 'we' is doing, infact calling 'we' bigotted would seem to indicate the exact opposite. I like 'we'.
Yes. Now thats sorted =P I'm sorry... i just.. ahh!
I 'just ahh!' a lot nowadays =)
Today. Has been extremely fun. Went to the dentist, and got a lovely jab at the doctors. Feel like a very cold, depressed and bored muttface. Its quite pleasant really =) And now i shall write thankyou letters..
YAY!
xx
Sunday, 26 October 2008
Oh.. and before i forget.
Song quote. I just know how much you all love them.
'ok it's alright with me some people are scared to see what's happening frequently,
but I would never shy from a fight'
- eric hutchinson. I have quite possibly listened to that song about 20 times today. Its rather sad.
But good to pretend ukulele play to (my actual playing is so hideous i cant bear to listen to it =P) (Big thanks to Billy for the rather spectacular ukulele. So cute =) )
Anddd.. its sort of appropriate to the previous post. I was going to shove it in there.. but i thought it might spoil the mood =P According to jimmy 'i never knew there was such a dark side of you :-O it's the most interesting read i've had in a while!'
I think im a bit like shrek, and onions. I have layers of deepness. The trouble is, on the outside i'm vaguely nice, but once you get to the really deep middle sections, i'm likely to either make myself or you cry =P
Nice analogy. Almost as good as one of good old Munnseys. He's a real man he is =P
what a fool
me not you.
layers like an onion not a cake by the way =)
because in the middle of a cake is gooeyness =P
xx
'ok it's alright with me some people are scared to see what's happening frequently,
but I would never shy from a fight'
- eric hutchinson. I have quite possibly listened to that song about 20 times today. Its rather sad.
But good to pretend ukulele play to (my actual playing is so hideous i cant bear to listen to it =P) (Big thanks to Billy for the rather spectacular ukulele. So cute =) )
Anddd.. its sort of appropriate to the previous post. I was going to shove it in there.. but i thought it might spoil the mood =P According to jimmy 'i never knew there was such a dark side of you :-O it's the most interesting read i've had in a while!'
I think im a bit like shrek, and onions. I have layers of deepness. The trouble is, on the outside i'm vaguely nice, but once you get to the really deep middle sections, i'm likely to either make myself or you cry =P
Nice analogy. Almost as good as one of good old Munnseys. He's a real man he is =P
what a fool
me not you.
layers like an onion not a cake by the way =)
because in the middle of a cake is gooeyness =P
xx
'why do people refuse to believe things that they dont understand?'
Ok. this is my blog question challenge from my good friend Clairey fairy.. I shall be setting hers soon.. and it shall be most challenging.. have a look at http://the4points.wordpress.com/ if you want to see her response to mine..
So..
'Why do people refuse to believe things that they don't understand?'
I think, mostly, its because people are scared. We have an inbuilt reflex to be wary of things we don't understand, probably from the cavemen days where being anywhere but the shelter of your cave meant impending death. Ok... i'm not very clued up on the whole caveman lifestyle, but bear with me =) As humans we try not to think about things that upset us. For example, my favourite night time topic of thought, death. Its neither pleasant nor avoidable. But, as much as i'd like to not believe it i cannot fail to acknowledge that death is a fact of life, and without death.. well no one would have any motivation to do anything. Death is in fact in my opinion the fuel behind life as we know it. But think about it. How many people wish they were young again? Quite a few. Perhaps this is due to the childish innocence many of us were fortunate enough to experience, when we thought Father Christmas and the Toothfairy existed, and more importantly had no knowledge of the nasties of life, as well as death. Back then we could play with crayons for hours without thinking 'a child labourer in china made these'. Not that we do now, but you understand what i'm trying to say. In our childhood we didn't know about such things as death, hence we couldn't have believed them. And this made us happy, at least until we were faced with harsher realities, that we have no choice but to believe. So then, are we to believe that not believing something makes us happier? Perhaps, perhaps not.
Thinking about things we don't understand just tends to send us into panic mode, and we don't like to believe that things we don't understand exist for that very reason. However, that sort of mentality does neither us nor the world as a whole any good. For example, many people don't understand climate change, in fact perhaps no one does. Many people don't believe in it too. They continue to live the lifestyle they want to, with no thought about the consequences. Its not hard to see the consequences.. we just choose to ignore them because that way we can continue to do as we wish, therefore we attempt to force ourselves to disbelieve the facts in front of us, so that we can fit in with our friends and their hoards of SUV's with what we'd like to believe is a clear conscience.
Ok, that was slightly confused. But take another example, religion. There are some people who are able to overcome the natural doubt response and put their faith in something they don't understand, but can see the reactions caused by their respective heavenly beings. Some things are just unexplainable by anything other than by religion, yet because we don't understand how something like God could possibly exist, we choose to shut ourselves off to these possibilities, and instead class these things as silly coincidences, branding the people who have the insight to believe nothing but 'brainwashed freaks'. But, is not believing better than having faith and believing.. Well, believing in something like religion rids you of other fears: death, hatred, and the fear of taking a stand for something you have faith in. And what can not believing offer you? Well, perhaps you get the satisfaction of calling someone else 'narrow minded' or 'gullible', or whatever other abuse you'd like to throw at someone who's done nothing to you, but for that you pay with fear. Fear of death, hatred, standing apart from others, believing in someone or something you don't understand or have no proof of.. Taking a bigoted view of religion may save you the problem of going against others views, being your own person, but of what gain will it be in the future? Many people convert to religion in old age.. and why is this? Perhaps because, in the face of death, believing in something scary that says you're going to a better place, is easier and less scary than the previously easier to swallow belief that once you die you go nowhere. Or perhaps, when people look back at life, after years of experience, its hard to not believe that something as miraculous as life was created by a force as miraculous as God. Initially the believing may be scary, like taking your first steps, having your first kiss, or asking someone to marry you, but after the initial fears, there's really nothing that can hold you back.
Therefore, when asked to believe something that we don't have conducive proof of, perhaps before opting for the easy way out, we should take a stand, open up the mental boxes we form as false measures of security, and free ourselves.
Not all i have to say. But all i have time for now.
xx
So..
'Why do people refuse to believe things that they don't understand?'
I think, mostly, its because people are scared. We have an inbuilt reflex to be wary of things we don't understand, probably from the cavemen days where being anywhere but the shelter of your cave meant impending death. Ok... i'm not very clued up on the whole caveman lifestyle, but bear with me =) As humans we try not to think about things that upset us. For example, my favourite night time topic of thought, death. Its neither pleasant nor avoidable. But, as much as i'd like to not believe it i cannot fail to acknowledge that death is a fact of life, and without death.. well no one would have any motivation to do anything. Death is in fact in my opinion the fuel behind life as we know it. But think about it. How many people wish they were young again? Quite a few. Perhaps this is due to the childish innocence many of us were fortunate enough to experience, when we thought Father Christmas and the Toothfairy existed, and more importantly had no knowledge of the nasties of life, as well as death. Back then we could play with crayons for hours without thinking 'a child labourer in china made these'. Not that we do now, but you understand what i'm trying to say. In our childhood we didn't know about such things as death, hence we couldn't have believed them. And this made us happy, at least until we were faced with harsher realities, that we have no choice but to believe. So then, are we to believe that not believing something makes us happier? Perhaps, perhaps not.
Thinking about things we don't understand just tends to send us into panic mode, and we don't like to believe that things we don't understand exist for that very reason. However, that sort of mentality does neither us nor the world as a whole any good. For example, many people don't understand climate change, in fact perhaps no one does. Many people don't believe in it too. They continue to live the lifestyle they want to, with no thought about the consequences. Its not hard to see the consequences.. we just choose to ignore them because that way we can continue to do as we wish, therefore we attempt to force ourselves to disbelieve the facts in front of us, so that we can fit in with our friends and their hoards of SUV's with what we'd like to believe is a clear conscience.
Ok, that was slightly confused. But take another example, religion. There are some people who are able to overcome the natural doubt response and put their faith in something they don't understand, but can see the reactions caused by their respective heavenly beings. Some things are just unexplainable by anything other than by religion, yet because we don't understand how something like God could possibly exist, we choose to shut ourselves off to these possibilities, and instead class these things as silly coincidences, branding the people who have the insight to believe nothing but 'brainwashed freaks'. But, is not believing better than having faith and believing.. Well, believing in something like religion rids you of other fears: death, hatred, and the fear of taking a stand for something you have faith in. And what can not believing offer you? Well, perhaps you get the satisfaction of calling someone else 'narrow minded' or 'gullible', or whatever other abuse you'd like to throw at someone who's done nothing to you, but for that you pay with fear. Fear of death, hatred, standing apart from others, believing in someone or something you don't understand or have no proof of.. Taking a bigoted view of religion may save you the problem of going against others views, being your own person, but of what gain will it be in the future? Many people convert to religion in old age.. and why is this? Perhaps because, in the face of death, believing in something scary that says you're going to a better place, is easier and less scary than the previously easier to swallow belief that once you die you go nowhere. Or perhaps, when people look back at life, after years of experience, its hard to not believe that something as miraculous as life was created by a force as miraculous as God. Initially the believing may be scary, like taking your first steps, having your first kiss, or asking someone to marry you, but after the initial fears, there's really nothing that can hold you back.
Therefore, when asked to believe something that we don't have conducive proof of, perhaps before opting for the easy way out, we should take a stand, open up the mental boxes we form as false measures of security, and free ourselves.
Not all i have to say. But all i have time for now.
xx
Bonne Apres-Midi =P
Wassup ma homies!
Hows it hanging?
I didnt get very much sleep last night. Infact i cant remember sleeping at all. I just remember looking at the pattern of Megan's Sitting Room curtains for a very long time.. They were actually rather nice =P I think the tiredness is making me slightly.. weirded. I dont mean normal for norfolk weirded, i mean even worse than that =P
I have a rather fetching new outfit courtesy of my grandmother. It makes me look fatter than ever though. And my breathing is somewhat restricted by the skirt =P But.. on the plus side it does have special inbuild short things.. very useful seeing as it barely covers my pants XD So yes.. i feel most smart. I have a feeling this feeling wont last very long, as Megan has promised to put up some very interesting pictures from last night.. if you want to remain innocent, i shouldnt seek to look at them =)
High School Musical 3 actually wasnt that bad! I mean.. there were some absolutely classic moments (including the bit where all the basketballs were flying around, and i got so excited that one of them was going to kill Troy that i managed to whack Jimmeh in the face =P) (oh and the bit in the treehouse when Troy suddenly jumps up and into song.. i was in fits XD).. but all in all i would say it was a most enjoyable spectacle suitable for all the family. (sounds like one of the critics review quotes megan kept requoting.. the sad mutt =P) Best bit had to be after the film though, when we decided to try to convince everyone something bad had happened.. Including exciting the film, and going past the queue of people waiting to go in saying such things as 'I cant believe Gabriella got pregnant!' or 'I was so shocked when Troy was killed by that rogue basketball'. Matts best was 'They really shouldnt allow bear traps into schools' =P. I dont think too many people were convinced though despite our best efforts.. we were laughing too much XD
Yup.. Oh.. i didnt tell you about my birthday!
I was lucky enough to recieve many lovely presents, ate a very yummy cake, and was free of insults for a whole day. Well, almost! I have a feeling without insults life would be a whole lot less funny.. just glad i have more unbirthdays than birthdays =P ooh. and i went to a rather classic maths lecture on Lewis Carrolls maths.. given by a man in multicoloured scarfs. Invented vair amusing mouth and cheek hitting game with Jack, Qwynn and Jimmeh on the way home.. Jacks going to be a star! Highlight of the week has got to be getting full marks on our suprise maths test though on my birthday. I think i might ask them to rescedule all of my exams to then! Jimmy is not amused =P I am XD
Um..
theres probably more but my thumb aches, and the joys of thankyou letters call!
Toodle Pip! (it was rather lovely too see pip again =) )
xxx
Hows it hanging?
I didnt get very much sleep last night. Infact i cant remember sleeping at all. I just remember looking at the pattern of Megan's Sitting Room curtains for a very long time.. They were actually rather nice =P I think the tiredness is making me slightly.. weirded. I dont mean normal for norfolk weirded, i mean even worse than that =P
I have a rather fetching new outfit courtesy of my grandmother. It makes me look fatter than ever though. And my breathing is somewhat restricted by the skirt =P But.. on the plus side it does have special inbuild short things.. very useful seeing as it barely covers my pants XD So yes.. i feel most smart. I have a feeling this feeling wont last very long, as Megan has promised to put up some very interesting pictures from last night.. if you want to remain innocent, i shouldnt seek to look at them =)
High School Musical 3 actually wasnt that bad! I mean.. there were some absolutely classic moments (including the bit where all the basketballs were flying around, and i got so excited that one of them was going to kill Troy that i managed to whack Jimmeh in the face =P) (oh and the bit in the treehouse when Troy suddenly jumps up and into song.. i was in fits XD).. but all in all i would say it was a most enjoyable spectacle suitable for all the family. (sounds like one of the critics review quotes megan kept requoting.. the sad mutt =P) Best bit had to be after the film though, when we decided to try to convince everyone something bad had happened.. Including exciting the film, and going past the queue of people waiting to go in saying such things as 'I cant believe Gabriella got pregnant!' or 'I was so shocked when Troy was killed by that rogue basketball'. Matts best was 'They really shouldnt allow bear traps into schools' =P. I dont think too many people were convinced though despite our best efforts.. we were laughing too much XD
Yup.. Oh.. i didnt tell you about my birthday!
I was lucky enough to recieve many lovely presents, ate a very yummy cake, and was free of insults for a whole day. Well, almost! I have a feeling without insults life would be a whole lot less funny.. just glad i have more unbirthdays than birthdays =P ooh. and i went to a rather classic maths lecture on Lewis Carrolls maths.. given by a man in multicoloured scarfs. Invented vair amusing mouth and cheek hitting game with Jack, Qwynn and Jimmeh on the way home.. Jacks going to be a star! Highlight of the week has got to be getting full marks on our suprise maths test though on my birthday. I think i might ask them to rescedule all of my exams to then! Jimmy is not amused =P I am XD
Um..
theres probably more but my thumb aches, and the joys of thankyou letters call!
Toodle Pip! (it was rather lovely too see pip again =) )
xxx
Wednesday, 22 October 2008
Righty Ho.
Today me and hannah spent a rather interesting bus journey home contemplating the reason for my lack of prospects, dream and ideas about the future.
Well, all i know is that i want to take a gap year.
But after that i have no idea whatsoever. Neither does hannah. And for supposedly two rather large brained silly buggers, we are really not very well prepared for the big scary thing some big scary adult people like to call life. I think that if you want to enter a subject, or choose a field, you need to believe you have new ideas, new theories to bring to a subject. I dont want a job where all i do is apply the things i've been taught, because to me theres absolutely no point in doing something a machine can do. The trouble is, im not sure i'm capable of such out of the box thinking. I want to do something new, not follow everyone elses silly rules, but i really dont think i have the potential. And that scares me, more than the dark, more than my brother when he's drunk coke, more than anything really! I dont understand what i'm saying really, but i hope you get the idea.
So yes. In the end i just decided i'm going to be a bum for the rest of my life, and Hannah decided i need counseling. Its a fact i've known for a long time. But what use is a councillor going to be? I think if i cant understand myself i doubt anyone else can! To be honest i think its a character flaw, not something thats ever going to change. Eventually i'll probably drive myself mad.
But until then i plan to enjoy life =P
Including.. the amazing maths test i had today!
Like mrs booth said, i stayed calm.. unfortunatly to do this i checked everything about 4 times. Unfortunately this left me with about 3 questions left when the bell went. Edwards said he'll eat his hat if i get less than a B. Roll on results! (though i think as he doesnt have a hat, he may have to eat one of mine!)
We did have a good quote of the day.. Mrs Booth was saying 'Spread out around the tables girls!'
And then Ed goes 'You heard her ladies, spread out on the tables.... its time for your examination!"
Honestly, he is the rudest, most hilarious person i've ever met.
He says unless i stop laughing he wont stop being rude.
Well, thats not going to happen for a long time then i guess!
Birthday tomorrow!
Sorry about today =)
Love you all
xxx
Well, all i know is that i want to take a gap year.
But after that i have no idea whatsoever. Neither does hannah. And for supposedly two rather large brained silly buggers, we are really not very well prepared for the big scary thing some big scary adult people like to call life. I think that if you want to enter a subject, or choose a field, you need to believe you have new ideas, new theories to bring to a subject. I dont want a job where all i do is apply the things i've been taught, because to me theres absolutely no point in doing something a machine can do. The trouble is, im not sure i'm capable of such out of the box thinking. I want to do something new, not follow everyone elses silly rules, but i really dont think i have the potential. And that scares me, more than the dark, more than my brother when he's drunk coke, more than anything really! I dont understand what i'm saying really, but i hope you get the idea.
So yes. In the end i just decided i'm going to be a bum for the rest of my life, and Hannah decided i need counseling. Its a fact i've known for a long time. But what use is a councillor going to be? I think if i cant understand myself i doubt anyone else can! To be honest i think its a character flaw, not something thats ever going to change. Eventually i'll probably drive myself mad.
But until then i plan to enjoy life =P
Including.. the amazing maths test i had today!
Like mrs booth said, i stayed calm.. unfortunatly to do this i checked everything about 4 times. Unfortunately this left me with about 3 questions left when the bell went. Edwards said he'll eat his hat if i get less than a B. Roll on results! (though i think as he doesnt have a hat, he may have to eat one of mine!)
We did have a good quote of the day.. Mrs Booth was saying 'Spread out around the tables girls!'
And then Ed goes 'You heard her ladies, spread out on the tables.... its time for your examination!"
Honestly, he is the rudest, most hilarious person i've ever met.
He says unless i stop laughing he wont stop being rude.
Well, thats not going to happen for a long time then i guess!
Birthday tomorrow!
Sorry about today =)
Love you all
xxx
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
OFfical APology =P
I told jimmy i was going to write one. But I managed to spell apology wrong! I swear it has two p's!
My version does anyways =P
But yes.
I am officially sorry for my poor spelling and grammar.
And in future blogs, i promise to use the spell checker extensively and even consult the OED if i'm still in a pickle (oxford english dictionary.. obviously!)
Forgive me =)
xxx
My version does anyways =P
But yes.
I am officially sorry for my poor spelling and grammar.
And in future blogs, i promise to use the spell checker extensively and even consult the OED if i'm still in a pickle (oxford english dictionary.. obviously!)
Forgive me =)
xxx
Rosie Posy Tosie Wosie Goes Deep
Ok.
Well i was reading other peoples blogs.. and they're all so deep!
I mean its not that im not a deep person. Its just that my thought are usually so disturbing it would be unwise to reveal them to anyone else.
Im just one of those people that seems under control until you get close. Then you can see how manic i really am. And how flawed. See i cant even do proper sentence structure.
I have an appaling habit of making things into a joke, shrugging things off, changing the subject. Its not because im not deeply concerned. Its not because i dont care that someone lied to me, or i failed a maths test. Its just because i havnt spent enough time thinking about it to come up with a consise response. I have too many thoughts going round in my head. Im one of these people who have a million views on every subject, who argues against their own opinions, and continually finds faults in things theyve said previously. Im one of those people who tend to overeggadgerate numbers, because working out a proper one just takes too much time, and its usually wrong anyways.
My mother asks 'what are you writing on your blog?' 'Im a grumpy old cow?' 'Or are you going for a less honest approach?'
Sure, i am a grumpy git from time to time. Well, most of the time. But as you sow, so shall you reap (thankyou mr hammond =P). I dont apprechiate being called a grumpy git, or being told im not being sensible, or being told to be quiet. Telling me something like that is only likely to make me worse, i'll just take it out on myself, i'll just take it out on you too. Its a viscious cycle. You tell me im grumpy once, thinking that im grumpy makes me even more grumpy, you tell me i'm grumpy again... and the cycle continues. So, if you really want to get me out of a bad mood, stop me being silly etc, just be nice to me! I have a really good memory for negative things people say to me. I store them up to make myself in an even fouler mood than previously. Its probably better not to say something to me if you dont want me to remember it. There are some people who i can never be mad with, and some people who i just constantly argue with. Just hope you're one of the first =P
This is my guidance of the day.
I doubt you enjoyed it. It was appaling and self indulgent.
But tough maths equations (i dont use bad words unless i'm really being a grumpy sod =P)
xxx
Well i was reading other peoples blogs.. and they're all so deep!
I mean its not that im not a deep person. Its just that my thought are usually so disturbing it would be unwise to reveal them to anyone else.
Im just one of those people that seems under control until you get close. Then you can see how manic i really am. And how flawed. See i cant even do proper sentence structure.
I have an appaling habit of making things into a joke, shrugging things off, changing the subject. Its not because im not deeply concerned. Its not because i dont care that someone lied to me, or i failed a maths test. Its just because i havnt spent enough time thinking about it to come up with a consise response. I have too many thoughts going round in my head. Im one of these people who have a million views on every subject, who argues against their own opinions, and continually finds faults in things theyve said previously. Im one of those people who tend to overeggadgerate numbers, because working out a proper one just takes too much time, and its usually wrong anyways.
My mother asks 'what are you writing on your blog?' 'Im a grumpy old cow?' 'Or are you going for a less honest approach?'
Sure, i am a grumpy git from time to time. Well, most of the time. But as you sow, so shall you reap (thankyou mr hammond =P). I dont apprechiate being called a grumpy git, or being told im not being sensible, or being told to be quiet. Telling me something like that is only likely to make me worse, i'll just take it out on myself, i'll just take it out on you too. Its a viscious cycle. You tell me im grumpy once, thinking that im grumpy makes me even more grumpy, you tell me i'm grumpy again... and the cycle continues. So, if you really want to get me out of a bad mood, stop me being silly etc, just be nice to me! I have a really good memory for negative things people say to me. I store them up to make myself in an even fouler mood than previously. Its probably better not to say something to me if you dont want me to remember it. There are some people who i can never be mad with, and some people who i just constantly argue with. Just hope you're one of the first =P
This is my guidance of the day.
I doubt you enjoyed it. It was appaling and self indulgent.
But tough maths equations (i dont use bad words unless i'm really being a grumpy sod =P)
xxx
Is it sad to be excited about your birthday when your 16?
Answer :
No! Of course it isnt. Birthdays are just an amazing childish simple pleasure, and i plan on being as annoyingly excited as i want. So there =P
Yep yep =)
TOOT TOOT!
im excited and noone can stop me =)
well... perhaps mrs booth can with her silly maths test.. but i hope not!
So yes. I shall tell you about my day.
Im sure you dont want to know.
And in that case.
Just stop reading now.. theres something far more exciting you could be doing with your life..
like picking the fluff out of your belly button?
or cleaning inbetween your keyboard keys?
see.. theres two ideas to get you started =P and you said i wasnt nice to you!
But yes.
I got locked up in my coat this morning. Seriously, i was buttoned up, had my belt tied tighter than i thought physically possible, and was then tied to the railings outside the common room. Everyones so nice to me!
I dont see why my coats so attractive to such attentions, everyone else has one! and they dont get tied up outside!
And then we had maths.. triple maths (with a lovely break of economics, basically maths, for a couple of lessons inbetween). Twas fun as usual. Mrs Booth said i was a 'bit lively' =P Ed and Jimmeh said 'When is she not?!'
Honestly.. everyones out to get me today! lol. They do purposefully wind me up. Just because my eyes go funny when i look at my folder (its all liney!). Its no reason to laugh. But yes. Now i have a comeback, atleast for edward, choir! We've managed to drag him along for the past 4 or so weeks. I swear he loves it =P He only kicks, punches, screams and scratches to get attention, honestly! But yes. Classic quote of the day type thingg..
I go.. 'HIGH FIVE!' to Edward.. who being the fun loving, high fiving type, dutifully high fives me.
Then Ed says 'what was that for?!'
And i go 'CHOIR!!'
queue large numbers of sharp pencils and pens amongst other progectiles to come flying my way at high velocity. I always wanted one of those injection pen things.. =)
then ten minutes later he rounded the whole thing off nicely with
... .. 'Do you by any chance have a pen i can borrow?'
All of his were littered around my chair XD
Tbh. he did deserve a trick playing on him for snapping the James (scratched out)(eds brother) Forster pencil in half ( which i stole off him last week). I loved that pencil! =P
But yehh..
Maths is fun =)
We're going on a maths lecture on my birthdayy
Its gonna be rather immense.
Because we're cool.
To the extreme.
We're like... the stig! But cooler =)
Yes.
I may be hyped up.
Its birthday on the brain.
And its my mothers birthday tommorow.
And i forgot to get her a present =(
I honestly had the best intentions.
I may write her a poem tommorow.
Or a love song.
Or both
=) isnt she a lucky fellow =)
Toodles!
xxx
No! Of course it isnt. Birthdays are just an amazing childish simple pleasure, and i plan on being as annoyingly excited as i want. So there =P
Yep yep =)
TOOT TOOT!
im excited and noone can stop me =)
well... perhaps mrs booth can with her silly maths test.. but i hope not!
So yes. I shall tell you about my day.
Im sure you dont want to know.
And in that case.
Just stop reading now.. theres something far more exciting you could be doing with your life..
like picking the fluff out of your belly button?
or cleaning inbetween your keyboard keys?
see.. theres two ideas to get you started =P and you said i wasnt nice to you!
But yes.
I got locked up in my coat this morning. Seriously, i was buttoned up, had my belt tied tighter than i thought physically possible, and was then tied to the railings outside the common room. Everyones so nice to me!
I dont see why my coats so attractive to such attentions, everyone else has one! and they dont get tied up outside!
And then we had maths.. triple maths (with a lovely break of economics, basically maths, for a couple of lessons inbetween). Twas fun as usual. Mrs Booth said i was a 'bit lively' =P Ed and Jimmeh said 'When is she not?!'
Honestly.. everyones out to get me today! lol. They do purposefully wind me up. Just because my eyes go funny when i look at my folder (its all liney!). Its no reason to laugh. But yes. Now i have a comeback, atleast for edward, choir! We've managed to drag him along for the past 4 or so weeks. I swear he loves it =P He only kicks, punches, screams and scratches to get attention, honestly! But yes. Classic quote of the day type thingg..
I go.. 'HIGH FIVE!' to Edward.. who being the fun loving, high fiving type, dutifully high fives me.
Then Ed says 'what was that for?!'
And i go 'CHOIR!!'
queue large numbers of sharp pencils and pens amongst other progectiles to come flying my way at high velocity. I always wanted one of those injection pen things.. =)
then ten minutes later he rounded the whole thing off nicely with
... .. 'Do you by any chance have a pen i can borrow?'
All of his were littered around my chair XD
Tbh. he did deserve a trick playing on him for snapping the James (scratched out)(eds brother) Forster pencil in half ( which i stole off him last week). I loved that pencil! =P
But yehh..
Maths is fun =)
We're going on a maths lecture on my birthdayy
Its gonna be rather immense.
Because we're cool.
To the extreme.
We're like... the stig! But cooler =)
Yes.
I may be hyped up.
Its birthday on the brain.
And its my mothers birthday tommorow.
And i forgot to get her a present =(
I honestly had the best intentions.
I may write her a poem tommorow.
Or a love song.
Or both
=) isnt she a lucky fellow =)
Toodles!
xxx
Saturday, 18 October 2008
Evening all =)
Hey hey hey!
Thought i would do an update on my dayy =)
Today was awesomey.. Rutland is so beautiful, and the wind was really strong and just perfect, and there was about 60 other boats.. and it was just amazing!
Serious planage happened.. the boat was hummingg =) Managed to save us from a near capsize, which was nerve racking but yes.. And had to go right up the front to untangle the geneka when we were going really fast.. amazingly worked and i didnt die, result!
But yes.. i dont think anyone will have understood. So basically we went seriously fast, and even though we had a few silly problems (including a grumpy dwarf who shouted at us) we managed to come 9th out of 33. Pretty good for two overweight unfit and semi blind wallys.
=P
Yep.. and also Billy =)
but shh =P
xx
Thought i would do an update on my dayy =)
Today was awesomey.. Rutland is so beautiful, and the wind was really strong and just perfect, and there was about 60 other boats.. and it was just amazing!
Serious planage happened.. the boat was hummingg =) Managed to save us from a near capsize, which was nerve racking but yes.. And had to go right up the front to untangle the geneka when we were going really fast.. amazingly worked and i didnt die, result!
But yes.. i dont think anyone will have understood. So basically we went seriously fast, and even though we had a few silly problems (including a grumpy dwarf who shouted at us) we managed to come 9th out of 33. Pretty good for two overweight unfit and semi blind wallys.
=P
Yep.. and also Billy =)
but shh =P
xx
Friday, 17 October 2008
Good Morning Campers =)
Hey hey heyy =)
how are you?
Rather good myself.
Currently having my logo for young enterprise critiqued by my little brother.. bit miffing to be honest. Oh well, now he's settled himself into some mindless killing spree that they call Rome Total War or similar.. so i should be allowed a rare moment of peace and quiet. If people say i talk a lot, i tell them they should meet my brother. I think now he boards he feels its only fair to us if he gives us all the talking he would in a week (which is about 3 times the amount of any normal, civilised person), at the weekends. The result is a constant, yet high pitched, drone... but after a while you can sort of tune out.. so its all good =)
So yep.. what excitement has happened this week?
..
My sisters german exchange arrived for one thing. She seems really nice, if a bit shy, but i dont think thats stopped my brother from assuming that she's here on some secret spy mission or something. When my mum picked him up he actually said to her 'God, the german isnt going to be there is she? I dont want a german in my house!'. He's the worst old man i've ever met, with his antiquated views.. though so far he has managed to keep his mouth shut! According to my mother they spent the whole of the way home trying to get his WW spirit out of his system..she encouraged him to tell her all the jokes he knew. Tbh getting lessons on acceptance from a woman who on monday said 'wouldnt it be funny if when the german came we all wore little stick on beards' probably wasnt the best idea.. but shh!
Um.. what else, well the usual grueling scedule of D of E, 6th Form Commitee, Tuck Shop, Young Enterprise and Choir.. Got locked in the tuck shop for about 20 minutes with Zek.. i swear everyone heard us shouting in there and just left us!
Right..
well i have to go now.
Off to Rutland today.. massive sailing open meeting thing.. cant wait! Should be amaaaazing =)
but a bit cold!
Toodles
xx
how are you?
Rather good myself.
Currently having my logo for young enterprise critiqued by my little brother.. bit miffing to be honest. Oh well, now he's settled himself into some mindless killing spree that they call Rome Total War or similar.. so i should be allowed a rare moment of peace and quiet. If people say i talk a lot, i tell them they should meet my brother. I think now he boards he feels its only fair to us if he gives us all the talking he would in a week (which is about 3 times the amount of any normal, civilised person), at the weekends. The result is a constant, yet high pitched, drone... but after a while you can sort of tune out.. so its all good =)
So yep.. what excitement has happened this week?
..
My sisters german exchange arrived for one thing. She seems really nice, if a bit shy, but i dont think thats stopped my brother from assuming that she's here on some secret spy mission or something. When my mum picked him up he actually said to her 'God, the german isnt going to be there is she? I dont want a german in my house!'. He's the worst old man i've ever met, with his antiquated views.. though so far he has managed to keep his mouth shut! According to my mother they spent the whole of the way home trying to get his WW spirit out of his system..she encouraged him to tell her all the jokes he knew. Tbh getting lessons on acceptance from a woman who on monday said 'wouldnt it be funny if when the german came we all wore little stick on beards' probably wasnt the best idea.. but shh!
Um.. what else, well the usual grueling scedule of D of E, 6th Form Commitee, Tuck Shop, Young Enterprise and Choir.. Got locked in the tuck shop for about 20 minutes with Zek.. i swear everyone heard us shouting in there and just left us!
Right..
well i have to go now.
Off to Rutland today.. massive sailing open meeting thing.. cant wait! Should be amaaaazing =)
but a bit cold!
Toodles
xx
Friday, 10 October 2008
'Baby its fact'
hey hey =)
it is me.. the silly one.
how are you?
good i hope =)
looking forward to a boring weekend of hat making... YAY =P
oh.. but i do have the sailing club firework/ bonfire thingie tommorow =) should be gooood =)
and yeh..
what about today? hmm..
well we got all of our tuck shop stuff.. at last! and so we started selling.. Almost got crushed by all the guys trying to get in the door.. you'd have think their mothers never fed them XD And Hannah attempted to be the epitome of hilarity by locking me in there.. she failed. As ever =P Its all quite exciting really.. =)
And then Young Enterprise.. didnt really do much.. Arranged a bit of a master-class with Kierans mum next weekend.. should be amusing XD
Hum diddly hum..
And then we had double maths.. which is now inuendo maths on a friday.
Some serious banter.
I think mrs booth's mind may have been warped for good XD
Quote of the day as we were packing up (all the others were too long!) Edward 'WOW! my calculator just switched itself off' ....... 'It must know i only turn things on =P'
Because we're cool!
And now i suppose i shall make hats.
Yippee do da XD
i think i cant spell.
xx
it is me.. the silly one.
how are you?
good i hope =)
looking forward to a boring weekend of hat making... YAY =P
oh.. but i do have the sailing club firework/ bonfire thingie tommorow =) should be gooood =)
and yeh..
what about today? hmm..
well we got all of our tuck shop stuff.. at last! and so we started selling.. Almost got crushed by all the guys trying to get in the door.. you'd have think their mothers never fed them XD And Hannah attempted to be the epitome of hilarity by locking me in there.. she failed. As ever =P Its all quite exciting really.. =)
And then Young Enterprise.. didnt really do much.. Arranged a bit of a master-class with Kierans mum next weekend.. should be amusing XD
Hum diddly hum..
And then we had double maths.. which is now inuendo maths on a friday.
Some serious banter.
I think mrs booth's mind may have been warped for good XD
Quote of the day as we were packing up (all the others were too long!) Edward 'WOW! my calculator just switched itself off' ....... 'It must know i only turn things on =P'
Because we're cool!
And now i suppose i shall make hats.
Yippee do da XD
i think i cant spell.
xx
Thursday, 9 October 2008
Yay =)
Another blooming marvelous day =)
aha..
i went on a physics lecture trip.. which was rather amusing.. though with 12 guys and 2 girls it was a bit rowdy XD much fun though =), even if the man taking the lecture professed to know nothing about physics.. nt quite sure how that one works =P
but yeh.. now i'm soo tired =( and i feel a bit sick. The thing i ate on the way home was definatly not vegetarian.. and i'm frankly worried i have been poisoned..
but oh well =)
i have to go noww
miss me!
xx
Wednesday, 8 October 2008
Holey Moley
one of my favourite phrases XD
song of the day : 'Just' by Jamie Scott..
great song.. and sort of appropriate =)
i do believe i am in love with that guy XD
yes.. but i have nothing very interesting to report after today..was unusually uneventful.
went to see Hammy this morning, as ever.. showed him our amazing hat we made for him (hammy is mr hammond our headmaster incase you were wondering XD) he tried it on.. looked like an utter prat.. and then we left again.. a successful meeting if you ask me!
And then at lunch we had choir.. managed to drag Ed along again.. result! Its sounding seriously nice noww =) i likes it indeed.
Now i am being scarred by my mothers viewing choices.. men lifting up each other with their genitalia wrapped round bars etc... its just wrong..
and now she is encouraging my father to do the same.. i have been scarred for life..
the thought is just..
ewww!
lol
yes..
sorry about that
xx
Tuesday, 7 October 2008
'Suns gonna shine on everything you doo'
i love that line... its in Ocean drive by the lighthouse family.. deffo one of my motivational songs.. though i have to agree it is a bit cheesy! 'You'll wonder what you see in him anyway' is another good part too..
=)
But yes.. i am back for the second day in a row 'HURRAH!'.
Me and jimmeh (amazing guy.. if i had a rock.. he would be it i think :P) have decided we shall be doing a blog week..
so watch this space for hundreds more pages full of utter rubbish..
you'd be mad not to =P
Yes.. today =)
I'm feeling sort of optimistic.. not sure why. The guy i sort of like who's meant to sort of like me doesnt seem to be showing any of his sort of like.. which is sort of like an issue XD But apart fromt that.. it was a good day =)
Did yoga.. such terrific excercise to be got from lying down for 30 minutes.. i felt most envirorated!
And Young Enterprise meeting. Meg had barely recovered from fits of giggles caused by my total inability to balance on one leg (to be honest balance is just for.. normal people =P) when she was started off again by my taking on the whingers at the meeting.. im sorry.. it was just annoying me =P But yehh.. 2 fashion shows to organise and 200 hats to make.. im rather excited by the whole idea.. and im not even being sarcastic!
Apart from that nothing much but the maths crawl.. which was classic as ever. Talked about meeting people naked for some reason..
Then i was saying 'what about a naked maths lesson?!!'
and mrs booth said 'Whats that rosie?'
luckily i usually talk so much utter rubbish she was put off the scent as it were by a quick 'nothing'
.. still.. i thought it would have been fun =P
Oh..
now i better do an update on my life.
17 in a couple of weeks.. cant wait to be able to drive Otto on the road =)
Rob.. less said about him/ to him the better. To put it nicely, its over.
Subjects for 6th form : maths, physics, economics and geography (why did i choose all the hard subjects?!)
and..
nothing much else new =)
s'laters (later = tommorow =) )
xx
=)
But yes.. i am back for the second day in a row 'HURRAH!'.
Me and jimmeh (amazing guy.. if i had a rock.. he would be it i think :P) have decided we shall be doing a blog week..
so watch this space for hundreds more pages full of utter rubbish..
you'd be mad not to =P
Yes.. today =)
I'm feeling sort of optimistic.. not sure why. The guy i sort of like who's meant to sort of like me doesnt seem to be showing any of his sort of like.. which is sort of like an issue XD But apart fromt that.. it was a good day =)
Did yoga.. such terrific excercise to be got from lying down for 30 minutes.. i felt most envirorated!
And Young Enterprise meeting. Meg had barely recovered from fits of giggles caused by my total inability to balance on one leg (to be honest balance is just for.. normal people =P) when she was started off again by my taking on the whingers at the meeting.. im sorry.. it was just annoying me =P But yehh.. 2 fashion shows to organise and 200 hats to make.. im rather excited by the whole idea.. and im not even being sarcastic!
Apart from that nothing much but the maths crawl.. which was classic as ever. Talked about meeting people naked for some reason..
Then i was saying 'what about a naked maths lesson?!!'
and mrs booth said 'Whats that rosie?'
luckily i usually talk so much utter rubbish she was put off the scent as it were by a quick 'nothing'
.. still.. i thought it would have been fun =P
Oh..
now i better do an update on my life.
17 in a couple of weeks.. cant wait to be able to drive Otto on the road =)
Rob.. less said about him/ to him the better. To put it nicely, its over.
Subjects for 6th form : maths, physics, economics and geography (why did i choose all the hard subjects?!)
and..
nothing much else new =)
s'laters (later = tommorow =) )
xx
Monday, 6 October 2008
And the beast has returned..
Wow..
i really outdid myself with inventiveness on that title.. did i not?
Hey.. it is she.. the never chosen one (seriously people always pick me last for teams! perhaps it would be something to do with the fact i cant throw, catch or run.. but yes)
And i have returned.. after a rather length absense.. amazingly not my fault =P to tell you more about the wonders of being an absolute head to toe muttface =)
But, as my mother is shouting at me.. and i shall probably be called worse than the 'lazy tart' abuse that is currently being hurled at me.. then this post shall have to be a short one.
I shall tell you about my day..
It was rather awesome.. feeling very optimistic at the moment.. nice change tbh =)
Well.. firstly in Geography Nunners was telling us about how we needed to put details and facts and things in our answers and chaz says under her breath 'thats geeky'.. which sounded to me, john and matt like 'thats kinky'.. so we all went 'thats kinky?!' and then mr nunnerly continues.. 'Yeh.. the examiners really like that sort of thing'.. Twas rather hilarious.. but i think i may get a low grade for acting like a bit of a loon. Though tbh i'm not even half as bad as Matt. He drew a rather large male trouser-snake onto a man on one of his diagrams and almost fell off his chair laughing. How vair vair immature. Apparantly it was because i said 'thats nice'.. well.. it was quite anatomically correct.. and i didnt want to make him feel like noone valued his artistic talent..
but yes.
and then there was the only wordless quote of the day from Jimmy.
Jimmy *shakes fist at parked 25th bday edition micra.. realises people are in car* *Jimmy looks rather embarrassed* Meg + Rosie *die laughing..*
it was absolutely hilariarse.
and that is no lie.
there was something else very amusing i swear..
but i appear to have forgotten it.
how careless of me.
anyways
see you laterererer =)
i have no lights (ooh.. what a good way to make me get off the computer.. it makes its own light silly!)
byee
xxx
i really outdid myself with inventiveness on that title.. did i not?
Hey.. it is she.. the never chosen one (seriously people always pick me last for teams! perhaps it would be something to do with the fact i cant throw, catch or run.. but yes)
And i have returned.. after a rather length absense.. amazingly not my fault =P to tell you more about the wonders of being an absolute head to toe muttface =)
But, as my mother is shouting at me.. and i shall probably be called worse than the 'lazy tart' abuse that is currently being hurled at me.. then this post shall have to be a short one.
I shall tell you about my day..
It was rather awesome.. feeling very optimistic at the moment.. nice change tbh =)
Well.. firstly in Geography Nunners was telling us about how we needed to put details and facts and things in our answers and chaz says under her breath 'thats geeky'.. which sounded to me, john and matt like 'thats kinky'.. so we all went 'thats kinky?!' and then mr nunnerly continues.. 'Yeh.. the examiners really like that sort of thing'.. Twas rather hilarious.. but i think i may get a low grade for acting like a bit of a loon. Though tbh i'm not even half as bad as Matt. He drew a rather large male trouser-snake onto a man on one of his diagrams and almost fell off his chair laughing. How vair vair immature. Apparantly it was because i said 'thats nice'.. well.. it was quite anatomically correct.. and i didnt want to make him feel like noone valued his artistic talent..
but yes.
and then there was the only wordless quote of the day from Jimmy.
Jimmy *shakes fist at parked 25th bday edition micra.. realises people are in car* *Jimmy looks rather embarrassed* Meg + Rosie *die laughing..*
it was absolutely hilariarse.
and that is no lie.
there was something else very amusing i swear..
but i appear to have forgotten it.
how careless of me.
anyways
see you laterererer =)
i have no lights (ooh.. what a good way to make me get off the computer.. it makes its own light silly!)
byee
xxx
Monday, 23 June 2008
Family Gatheringg
Morning all.
Feel like utter crap. Got the worst chest infection/cough. Its truly lovely. And most people don’t want to go near me with it... incase they catch it. Can tell I'm going to have a fun week =P
Anyways.. yesterday we went to Cambridge to celebrate my cousins 18th and 21st birthdays. Wasnt the same cousin, incase you think we're so tight we can only afford 1 meal for both XD Soo.. twas amusing. My brother ordered the least classy thing on the menu, steak sandwich, and then when it arrived it was probably as big as him, if not bigger =P
Tom 'Sam, that sandwich is going to take you like 45 minutes to eat.. its massive.. though he cant speak when he's eating it can he?!'
Rosie 'Quick, order another one!'
Ahaha we do have a laugh at Sams expense. Best one was the moleskin waistcoat Sam used to have when he was about 3. He absolutely hated it, and refused to wear it. Anyways.. whenever our cousins came up we used to have 'Operation W' (what a nifty code name) and try to force him into it. Even though there was 3 of us, and we were at least double the size of him, Operation W was never successful. That's gotta say something! Our delightful London cousins also introduced us to the educational game that is 'Shoplifters'. We used to set up a shop in the playroom with all our toys, which Lucy and Jack were the shopkeepers of. Then Tom and I hid in the sitting room, with our plastic guns, before running in shouting 'Stick-em-up' and stealing large amounts of their stock, usually in a buggy. Later on the game evolved into something more resembling WWE wrestling.. where connect 4 pieces were the money, and you'd risk life a limb to get one =P
But yesh.. twas a good meal. Jacks growing a beard. Most amusingg. Oh and N&D say that me and Rob can go up and stay in the holidays.. Yayness =)
Will insert pictures when i can find my camera!
Anywayss
Have fun!
xxxxx
Friday, 20 June 2008
Bored Already
Cant believe it.. i havnt even survived a complete day before getting bored!
Oh well. Tea soon =P This weekend is gonna be pretty boring though. Not up to much tommorow.. and then i've got to go to a Family Gathering on sunday.. fun fun =) Lots of embarrasing questions = my idea of an ideal sunday afternoon activity. Humm
So what have i been up to today? Went to Jimmehs =) yayness. Watched lots of 'whos line is it anyway', classic! And the Jerry Springer show, the US's answer to Jeremy Kyle. Its frankly the most entertaining yet scarring program i've ever seen. They have a bell sound effect they ring, and then the participants are allowed to attack each other, whilst being restrained by several burly men. Also, if you reveal yourself you get given beads.. and people in the audience shout 'OFF OFF OFF' in an attempt to make the already distraught and probably quite mentally unstable participants reveal perhaps more of themselves than is politically correct. Basically its one massive brawl someone catches on camera.. totally fake of course =P Oh.. and then theres Jerrys 'Final Summary' or something where he goes into preacher mode and gives you a frankly rather obvious and pathetic lecture on what we have to learn from todays 'issue'. As the saying goes 'Only in America'!! Or was that 'only on the disney channel!?' never mind hey =P
xxx
LAST EXAM!!
YAYYYY
Physics was alright.. wrote a load of rubbish.. but when dont i?
Im so happy =) Though im not sure what i'm going to do with myself.. sort of got a one track mind now =P
Anyways..
looking forward to doing nothingggg for a while, getting up late, and finally getting down to a bit of Rosie timee.
Plus a bit of Rob time =P
Ooh and sailing =)
Went last night.. So windy.. twas awesomey =) Were planing basically all the time.. real hold on to your knickers weather =P
Yup yup.
So i'll be going now
Love you!
And you!
And you!
=P ok im getting hyper now
xxx
Thursday, 19 June 2008
Silly Rosie
Bon apres-midi!
Ca va?
Im slightly hyper..
sort of dawning on me that i only have 1 more exam... and then summer holidays! SO EXCITED!
=P i'll probably fail physics but who cares!
And Megs coming to Jason Mraz.. and maybe Mads.. so i wont be on my own after all =)
YAY!
Hum. Stil wish rob could have come. He was gonna buy us tickets for our 6 month anniversary... would have been so cute =( I love him so much.. its unbelievable.
Ooh.. i didnt tell you about the excitement that was our audition to be extras in the BBC 'Kingdom' Program. Well, it was a bit of a non event really. We had to fill in a form, with things like 'Special Skills' on it (i was going to right X-Ray Eyes and Flying) and also millions of measurements.. god knows what they need them for. And then they took a mug shot of us holding up a number XD Twas quite amusing. But we forgot to ask when they'd let us know by.. so probably wont hear from them again =P. Mum made me take the most hideous photo ever with me.. and i was mid odd face when they took the mug shot... so i doubt i'll get picked. Though, as mum says, perhaps they dont want all beautiful people.. perhaps they want some utter losers too =P Perhaps she didnt say that exactly .. but thats the gist of it.
Goinggg
xxx
Morninggg =)
I think if i remember i could find blogging easier than i did writing that blinking diary. I did it for about 2 months then it just became a chore when all i really wanted to do was go to sleep =)
Anyways..
LAST REVISION DAY! YIPEEE!
Going to Jason Mraz next Monday.. and Prom on the Sat/Sunday
Managed to buy 4 tickets though.. instead of the 2 we need =P Ah well.. perhaps i can encourage someone else to accompany me. Silly Robert is at a Chemistry course. What a geek =P
Hum diddly hum.
I suppose i better go get some breakfast
Love you!
xxx
Wednesday, 18 June 2008
Rosiee. <rosie2310>
Ooh..
and i think i've managed to set up the computer blogging thing.. which means i can now send straight from the computer.
yippee!
anyways.. i dont know whats wrong with me at the moment.
I feel really pissed off and angry all the time. And seem to take it out on Rob the whole time.. he says he doesnt mind.. but its hardly likely to make him like me more.. is it?
But.. I only have 1 exam left! YAY! on friday =)
then its... PARTY!! (or get hyper on sweets.. either's good)
So yes..
not much is going on in Rosies world. Went sailing at the weekend. Came 4th in this massive Topper Open.. but the top 2 were topper gb team members.. so i didnt have much chance.. and i kept making stupid mistakes too!
I shall be going now..
write sooonery
i promise
xxx
Wednesday, 28 May 2008
Hum Diddly Hum
I could really get into this blogging lark you know.
Seeing as i am in an empty house, minus the cleaner, with noone but the dog to talk to.. and i think even she may have cleared off.
Anyways.. im on a revision break at the moment. CDT.. didnt even realise there was anything to learn until i looked at my book! Still, atleast it only counts fo 50% or something..
Think its Geo next.. fun fun. Attempting to remember that 51 people died in the Mount St Helens Eruption of the 18th May (i think!).. just what i've always wanted to do.
I doubt anyone will read this, and i doubt anyone will care anyway..
Oh well, such is life. Atleast mine.
Sometimes i feel stuck, as if im trapped in this life, in this body, with so much more to give but just no time or motivation to give it. Sometimes i also feel as if my blog may be turning into the random mutterings of an insane person or may be getting as 'deep' as jimmehs is =P
Only got 3 weeks more of exams!! Yayness
=)
then..
Prom
Cornwall
Poland
Cadet Week
and V FESTIVAL!
Looking forward to everything except prom. I'll probably end up looking like an absolute plank, most likely i'll fall over, and also i'll refuse to dance. Should be a fun evening!
Photo - Absolute classic of us lot on sports day.. What 'tards XD And why on earth is jimmy sniffing his tie?!
Monday, 26 May 2008
Alrighty.. another attempt at a post.. jimmeh insulted my other one XD
Bonne soir. It is me, Rosie Posy.
So.. i shall be starting with a low-down of my weekend.
Despite the fact my mother is urging me to go on one of her health-giving walks, i shall obstain in order to speak (well, type) to you. My audience of approximately 1. Should i be nervous?!
Right.. Friday.
Things got a tad out of hand with jimmeh on webcammage..
Ended up writing 'I <3 jimmeh' on my face. Rob was not amused.. though we did laugh alot =P esp. when i told him i'd 'done something very stupid' and he got all paranoid. The nail varnish remover pumice stone back scratcher combination i used to remove it wasnt all that great tho XD
Saturday..
Went to Robs.. Went to the jaguar show Jeremy Clarkson was rumoured to be attending. He didnt show. Typical XD So yeh.. we went for a beach walk (the excitement) and laughed at the woman in the blatent blonde wig.. that boy is so tactless! Oooh and Eurovision.. only the world could have such a blatently hopeless display of noise and call it a music contest XD
Sunday..
Chilled at Robs. Chilled at mine. Discovered i have a belly button fettish XD Went to the chilli night at the sailing club. Live band.. twas good =) And i actually beat someone in a sprinting race! In flipflops! yayness!
Monday..
Played gaytar with rob.. Got a little piano guitar duet going on. Rather amusing. Made scones =) yummy! Watch Britains Got Talent. It IS thrilling, i have to say. Fave has to be the dancing dog =P
Okies,
filled you in on my more than thrilling weekend
you'll wish you'd never asked!
Have fun!
love you!
xxx
So.. i shall be starting with a low-down of my weekend.
Despite the fact my mother is urging me to go on one of her health-giving walks, i shall obstain in order to speak (well, type) to you. My audience of approximately 1. Should i be nervous?!
Right.. Friday.
Things got a tad out of hand with jimmeh on webcammage..
Ended up writing 'I <3 jimmeh' on my face. Rob was not amused.. though we did laugh alot =P esp. when i told him i'd 'done something very stupid' and he got all paranoid. The nail varnish remover pumice stone back scratcher combination i used to remove it wasnt all that great tho XD
Saturday..
Went to Robs.. Went to the jaguar show Jeremy Clarkson was rumoured to be attending. He didnt show. Typical XD So yeh.. we went for a beach walk (the excitement) and laughed at the woman in the blatent blonde wig.. that boy is so tactless! Oooh and Eurovision.. only the world could have such a blatently hopeless display of noise and call it a music contest XD
Sunday..
Chilled at Robs. Chilled at mine. Discovered i have a belly button fettish XD Went to the chilli night at the sailing club. Live band.. twas good =) And i actually beat someone in a sprinting race! In flipflops! yayness!
Monday..
Played gaytar with rob.. Got a little piano guitar duet going on. Rather amusing. Made scones =) yummy! Watch Britains Got Talent. It IS thrilling, i have to say. Fave has to be the dancing dog =P
Okies,
filled you in on my more than thrilling weekend
you'll wish you'd never asked!
Have fun!
love you!
xxx
Bad girl.. still =P
Evening =)
how are we all? good i hope.
currently reallylylylyly bored. Rob just went home. Been here for the last 3 days.. so i sort of dont know what to do with myself now..
could play some gaytar i suppose. taught me sonata in A (i think!).. tis rather good =)
yehhh
=)
going now..
may go to sleep.
its 8 =P
who said i was a bad girl!?
how are we all? good i hope.
currently reallylylylyly bored. Rob just went home. Been here for the last 3 days.. so i sort of dont know what to do with myself now..
could play some gaytar i suppose. taught me sonata in A (i think!).. tis rather good =)
yehhh
=)
going now..
may go to sleep.
its 8 =P
who said i was a bad girl!?
Monday, 3 March 2008
Whoops =P
Ok.. so i didnt write my blog for about 3 months =P
but like hannah said in IT today 'Rosie is a baddd girl' =P
though of course she could have meant the same as jez did when he said 'men first' when letting me through the door in biology =P low blow i know XD
Best one is
'Rosie is a man............
.....
...
..
.
eater'
=P
i guess i should move onto the endlessless varied and exciting topic that is my life.
At the moment it consists of frenzied periods of coursework followed by a couple of days attempting to sleep continiously to catch up (which of course doesnt work, as my parents managed to purchase the first ever completely see-through curtains from john lewis.. seriously they stop nothing!)
Apart from that i've got 3 longgg weeks of easter holiday to look forward to. Everyone else shall probably be revising. Going skiing! yayness =) Aiming to break my leg this year.. preferably in some large but totally not my fault wipe out. (managed to break my arm falling down the stairs on my first day last year XD). Might try snowboarding... though my balance is legendarily bad. I have to hold onto the wall when we're balancing in pilates!
Part from that.. me and Rob are still together. Miracle of all miracles. Dont think he should consider a career as a private detective considering the fact he hasnt deduced how weird i am by now. Either that or he likes it.. perhaps even more worrying prospect
=P
Have funn!
just know i will
xxxx
but like hannah said in IT today 'Rosie is a baddd girl' =P
though of course she could have meant the same as jez did when he said 'men first' when letting me through the door in biology =P low blow i know XD
Best one is
'Rosie is a man............
.....
...
..
.
eater'
=P
i guess i should move onto the endlessless varied and exciting topic that is my life.
At the moment it consists of frenzied periods of coursework followed by a couple of days attempting to sleep continiously to catch up (which of course doesnt work, as my parents managed to purchase the first ever completely see-through curtains from john lewis.. seriously they stop nothing!)
Apart from that i've got 3 longgg weeks of easter holiday to look forward to. Everyone else shall probably be revising. Going skiing! yayness =) Aiming to break my leg this year.. preferably in some large but totally not my fault wipe out. (managed to break my arm falling down the stairs on my first day last year XD). Might try snowboarding... though my balance is legendarily bad. I have to hold onto the wall when we're balancing in pilates!
Part from that.. me and Rob are still together. Miracle of all miracles. Dont think he should consider a career as a private detective considering the fact he hasnt deduced how weird i am by now. Either that or he likes it.. perhaps even more worrying prospect
=P
Have funn!
just know i will
xxxx
Thursday, 10 January 2008
Pilates!
started pilates yesterday..
have to do something vaguely sport like for my Duke of Edinburghs
it was soo funny!
mainly you were just rolling about on mats, but my mum kept doing it wrong and getting told off..
then we had 'relaxation' and i nearly blacked out i was so sleepy
=P
but yes
afterwards i felt really weird...
and i was in a suprisingly good mood, considering the shitty day i had.
would deffo recommend..
if you dont mind looking and feeling like a bit of a pleb
lol
xxxx
have to do something vaguely sport like for my Duke of Edinburghs
it was soo funny!
mainly you were just rolling about on mats, but my mum kept doing it wrong and getting told off..
then we had 'relaxation' and i nearly blacked out i was so sleepy
=P
but yes
afterwards i felt really weird...
and i was in a suprisingly good mood, considering the shitty day i had.
would deffo recommend..
if you dont mind looking and feeling like a bit of a pleb
lol
xxxx
Tuesday, 8 January 2008
Physics - The album!
thought it would be amusing to have a physics related cd...
for all physics enthusiasts and teachers worldwide.
anyways me and jimmeh thought up the track listing!
1. Our Velocity
2. Electric avenue
3. Sound and Vision
4. Weight on your shoulders
5. Fast car
6. Supermassive black hole
7. Why cant we make things work?
8. Dont stop me now (too much momentum)
9.One of the brightest stars
10. Ray of light
11. The power of love
12. In the sun
13. Stillness in time
we could continue!
lmao
xxxx
for all physics enthusiasts and teachers worldwide.
anyways me and jimmeh thought up the track listing!
1. Our Velocity
2. Electric avenue
3. Sound and Vision
4. Weight on your shoulders
5. Fast car
6. Supermassive black hole
7. Why cant we make things work?
8. Dont stop me now (too much momentum)
9.One of the brightest stars
10. Ray of light
11. The power of love
12. In the sun
13. Stillness in time
we could continue!
lmao
xxxx
PIMP MY BLAZER UK.
lol
today was funny.
had physics mock..
was ok i guess.. not super brilliant. should get 85% or something :S
spent the entirity of two lessons of PS pissing around with jimmy and ed.
hence 'pimp my blazer uk'
we thought twould be a good idea to write 'Jim!' and 'Ed' on the backs of their blazers in pink leopard print tape.
=P they looked awesome!
also got one of the silliest and least constructive postcards i've ever received =P
from.. guess who?
the same dumb boy who apparantly spends most of his time thinking about me,
theres obviously a lot more to me than i can think of! =P
aka my boyfriend.
he also has annoyingly neat handwriting
lol
but yeh.
i better go do some revision :S:S:S
great.
have fun!
just know i will
today was funny.
had physics mock..
was ok i guess.. not super brilliant. should get 85% or something :S
spent the entirity of two lessons of PS pissing around with jimmy and ed.
hence 'pimp my blazer uk'
we thought twould be a good idea to write 'Jim!' and 'Ed' on the backs of their blazers in pink leopard print tape.
=P they looked awesome!
also got one of the silliest and least constructive postcards i've ever received =P
from.. guess who?
the same dumb boy who apparantly spends most of his time thinking about me,
theres obviously a lot more to me than i can think of! =P
aka my boyfriend.
he also has annoyingly neat handwriting
lol
but yeh.
i better go do some revision :S:S:S
great.
have fun!
just know i will
Monday, 7 January 2008
Friends
going back to school.
makes you realise just how awesome your friends are.
mine get me through the most traumatising ordeals (section assembly =P) on an almost daily basis.
they also provide me with endless amusement.
and someone to poke when i get bored in geography.
but yes
i love you all.
more than you will ever know.
thank you guys!
makes you realise just how awesome your friends are.
mine get me through the most traumatising ordeals (section assembly =P) on an almost daily basis.
they also provide me with endless amusement.
and someone to poke when i get bored in geography.
but yes
i love you all.
more than you will ever know.
thank you guys!
new school rules
ok slightly random post.
=P
today was ok.
had exams.
messed up the eng lit. french i got a few wrong. bio was ok
busy creating new school rules with jimmeh!
its amusing
1. loiter in as large groups as possible
2.smile and wave at teachers. it makes them feel special.
3. do not laugh at the deputy head (female)'s moustache. its a sensitive subject
4. dont feed the textile teachers
5.do not show pornographic material to the maths teachers. it would blow their minds
6.dont touch the radioactive materials cupboard. it contains the souls of lost teachers
7. skirts shall be hemmed according to headmasters personal tastes
lmao
future plans
- Cafeteria food to be supplied by Kentucke Fried Chicken rejected material
- repper grammar brothel
yayness
i am a glass eye fettishist apparantly.
just because i think theyre cool.
in that case jimmehs a skirt fettishist.
lol
laterz scaterz
xxx
=P
today was ok.
had exams.
messed up the eng lit. french i got a few wrong. bio was ok
busy creating new school rules with jimmeh!
its amusing
1. loiter in as large groups as possible
2.smile and wave at teachers. it makes them feel special.
3. do not laugh at the deputy head (female)'s moustache. its a sensitive subject
4. dont feed the textile teachers
5.do not show pornographic material to the maths teachers. it would blow their minds
6.dont touch the radioactive materials cupboard. it contains the souls of lost teachers
7. skirts shall be hemmed according to headmasters personal tastes
lmao
future plans
- Cafeteria food to be supplied by Kentucke Fried Chicken rejected material
- repper grammar brothel
yayness
i am a glass eye fettishist apparantly.
just because i think theyre cool.
in that case jimmehs a skirt fettishist.
lol
laterz scaterz
xxx
Sunday, 6 January 2008
The excitement.
hmm..
i just know this is going to be a bad idea.. and im going to end up regretting starting.. but never mind.
im rosie. 16, most exciting age of the century.
live, literally, in the middle of nowhere... inbetween two villages noone in their right mind has heard of..
however after saying this im not going to name them..
im too young to start getting hate mail!
so yeh.
not sure i really like anything.
there are boring things.
and things you do, to waste time.
apart from that theres nothing much..
sailing i guess.
though it seems all i do is get hurt and scared...
i have opinions. some people would say i was overopinionated.
my mum says i can offer an opinion on any topic, whether or not i have any factual evidence or knowledge to back it up. Quite a good quote actually.
Simple things please simple minds. I guess that means i must have a simple mind.
I laugh at odd shaped clouds, faces people make and the oldest jokes.
I like to smile...
but comedy is just too forced.
i can find enough comedy in my own life.
take last night, tea time
my mother left the door open on the wood burner.
luckily i have a good sense of smell.
anyways my dad went to investigate.
and my brother got under the table, because he thought the house was gonna explode
..
it amused me no end.
im going to stop writing now.. meant to be revising biology for my mocks.. it always happens, im all 'chilled' at the beggining of the holidays about revision.. and then towards the end i worry. a lot.
anyways
welcome to my mind.
i just know this is going to be a bad idea.. and im going to end up regretting starting.. but never mind.
im rosie. 16, most exciting age of the century.
live, literally, in the middle of nowhere... inbetween two villages noone in their right mind has heard of..
however after saying this im not going to name them..
im too young to start getting hate mail!
so yeh.
not sure i really like anything.
there are boring things.
and things you do, to waste time.
apart from that theres nothing much..
sailing i guess.
though it seems all i do is get hurt and scared...
i have opinions. some people would say i was overopinionated.
my mum says i can offer an opinion on any topic, whether or not i have any factual evidence or knowledge to back it up. Quite a good quote actually.
Simple things please simple minds. I guess that means i must have a simple mind.
I laugh at odd shaped clouds, faces people make and the oldest jokes.
I like to smile...
but comedy is just too forced.
i can find enough comedy in my own life.
take last night, tea time
my mother left the door open on the wood burner.
luckily i have a good sense of smell.
anyways my dad went to investigate.
and my brother got under the table, because he thought the house was gonna explode
..
it amused me no end.
im going to stop writing now.. meant to be revising biology for my mocks.. it always happens, im all 'chilled' at the beggining of the holidays about revision.. and then towards the end i worry. a lot.
anyways
welcome to my mind.
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